Hi @CrocodileOutback and welcome to the Forums!
Thank you for reaching out and sharing how this news of a genetic disorder is having an impact on you. I'm so incredibly sorry that you have found this out, and it's understandable to feel that things are unfair for you.
Would you feel comfortable going back to your doctor, and talking to them about accessing a Mental Health Care Plan? This would allow you the opportunity to speak with a psychologist about how this information is making you feel anxious.
eheadspace is another really good resource for counselling support, and they offer their services for free, and can be accessed either online or over the phone.
