Oh @Anonymous , I am so sorry for your loss of your cat. It's clear just how much he meant to you, and I can only imagine how devestated you would be feeling today. It's understandable that being present for the burial might be too painful of an experience right now. Decorating the grave afterwards sounds like a beautiful way to greive for him in your own way and when you feel ready to.
I'm glad to hear Benny is hanging by your side, there is something about dogs that makes them seem so in-tune with their owners feelings, it can be so comforting 💛
Take it easy. We are thinking of you.
