Hey @idk_Sakamoto
It's been a while and I just wanted to check in. How are you doing? Was your past week okay?
I also wanted to echo that the very fact that you're clearly feeling bad about this means that you're a good person. You do care for your mum. If you didn't, you may not even wonder or reflect on things you may have done. That shows your good character. It's hard for anyone to admit they did some wrong or to admit that they may have hurt someone. Even I find that difficult sometimes. So please don't be too hard on yourself. Acknowledging what has happened is already the first step towards building a healthier relationship, and I'm proud of you for that.
I also do recommend seeing someone and talking to them about this. Maybe it could also be a good idea to share what you've shared with us, with your mum. If it's too difficult to talk to her face to face about it, maybe you could call her or even write her a letter? Just as what you've shared has shown us that you're not a bad person and that you care and want to work on creating a better relationship, it may show your mum that too. Perhaps that could then lead to a healthy conversation about how to build up the relationship together.
Anyway, I do hope you're ok ❤️ And thank you for your courage sharing that with us.
