Hi @Lime_Dinosaur, I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. It's completely understandable that you feel hurt and betrayed by your boyfriend's sudden decision to end the relationship. It's difficult when someone you deeply care about changes their priorities without much consideration for your feelings.
It sounds like you want some understanding and closure to the situation and your ex-boyfriend's decisions, but I hope you will also find some time and space to prioritise your own well-being and emotional healing. Would you have any friends or family who may be able to support you during these grieving times, or any activities that may help you move forward?
It also sounds like you have a good sense of self-worth, and how much time and care you put into your partner, and that is so powerful. You deserve someone who values and cherishes you, someone who is willing to communicate and work through challenges together. I hope you stay true to yourself, and continue to focus on your own happiness.
