Aw @Red_Flamingo I'm hearing you. I imagine, from your perspective, it would be hard to believe that getting help could be so confusing. I see someone who is not giving up on themselves, and even in the face of over-complicated systems/services - you're still trying to get yourself the support you need.
Even though the issue with CATT hasn't been resolved, I hope you can take a moment to feel proud of yourself for advocating for your needs. I'm glad to read that you have a chat with KHL tonight, but I can understand why you're wondering what you'll do until then. Do you have any TV shows or movies you can disappear into for a while?
I'm happy to read that you had a nice lunch with your friend. I'm curious to ask if you decided to let them know how you're feeling?
I'm sorry it's been such an upsetting day and time. It's so tough when it feels like nothing is going your way. You're showing so much strength, and I've got all my fingers and toes crossed for you, hoping that you're able to connect with CATT very soon.
