Hi @Erin_RO thanks for understanding. Sometimes I feel like adulting is just too tough. We should make life easier on people, especially people with a disability. My mum and I don't know what to do, and there's no one we can ask who can help us through this either. Because adults are just supposed to figure these things out.
My housing situation is so complicated. I'm really worried about a lot of things. I wish I could explain them all here. Not only am I worried about all the things you mentioned, and what my life will look like if I have to move or if I have to start paying higher rent, I'm also worried about my loved ones, and the future as things keep getting more expensive.
There are a lot of things to juggle. I work part time as recommended by my psychiatrist. Having more free time really helps me look after my mental health. But, not having enough money and having to move all the time makes my mental health worse. So then it's like, should I work more hours? Like, what trade off is more worth it? I feel angry - I shouldn't have to make any trade offs. I should be able to live a good life and be happy.
I sound like I trust myself but to tell you the truth I'm just trying to convince myself I can make it through this 😢 It hurts because I put in so much work to get to a good place, now I feel like things are falling apart.
Thanks for listening
