Hey @redmars thanks for your reply!
It sounds like you're feeling more at peace with things today. Recognising what you need to do to feel better is a great step. It's not easy to break the cycle but being aware of it can really help you to move forward and look into the future.
I'm so glad you've found closure. It seems like you really needed to talk through those feelings and everything that happened, that can take a lot of strength but you did it and it sounds like it's a huge relief.
You've come so far since we first talked. I want you to know that it's okay to miss what once was but it's a testament to your strength to know you're taking positive steps and moving forward.
