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That is a good point and it makes total sense. You could always get an ambulance like Stormy-RO suggested. There is nothing wrong with that and it is totally ok too.

It sounds like you have a few things to do for yourself, but they aren't helping much because of your physical symptoms and your relationship with your mum. I think, even though it doesn't seem like it's doing much, it's extremely important to still make sure you are practicing self-care and doing nice things for yourself. Because when you are struggling, your body needs that so much more, even if it seems like it's not doing anything.