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So I suddenly got kicked out of a friend group I've been in for about two years in mid-December, It has been quite a shock and I've spent the past month and a bit trying to recover, and I decided I would cut things off from the last friend I still talked to from the group. I told them that since they ignored me when I needed them and treated me poorly I no longer wanted to be friends. I decided not to block them because I always saw that as petty. Welp, turns out I should have because they said they were sending everything I said back to the main friend group and everyone was making fun of me, she's replaced me in the group with a guy she is now dating who everyone likes more than me, and that I should 'f off'. I'm posting this basically because I feel so alone and lost, and I know I don't anyone on here. Still, I just wanted someone to reply and say I'm not a horrible person and I deserve to live and have better things happen to me because I don't believe in it myself and have been struggling so much recently with self-worth or to believe anything is going to get better.