Hi @Hermes-the-messenger,
It sounds like you're going through a really tough time at the moment. In the midst of this, I want to acknowledge the strength it takes to share your situation with the ReachOut community. 💛
A lot of the points made by @Ishi in response to your post have resonated with me. Especially the one about meaningful friendships taking time to develop. When I reflect on my current friendships, the most special ones are those where the other person and I have built a strong connection over numerous times of meeting up with each other. Something I also found helpful was joining clubs at school or in my local community. This gave me an opportunity to meet up with people sharing similar interests, which was helpful in initiating meaningful conversations.
While I'm glad to hear that your boyfriend has been a strong support, I'm wondering if you have anyone else to speak to about how you're feeling, such as a counsellor or family member? Aside from helpful conversations, I also find it important to practice self-care when I'm feeling overwhelmed. The smallest of things can make the world of difference. For me this can range from going on a walk outside to watching a bit of my favourite tv show.
I'm sending you my best wishes and please know the ReachOut community is here to support you! 😊
