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bojack · ‎14-07-2018

i'm feeling good, i saw my grandpa and did some baking with my family. my moods generally sweep pretty dramatically, so im enjoying this good patch while it lasts :)

bojack · ‎13-07-2018

I don't really know of any other services, ive tried places like eheadspace but i think theyre a bit overlogged and are never avaliable. I dont really know how else to get help when im really freaking out, usually i stick it out and go to bed. there's not a whole lot of places to go for a measly panic attack or depressive episode u know?

bojack · ‎13-07-2018

I think coming here when im having an episode will be really helpful im glad ive found it! I totally get it, its so hard to reach out to people (especially being a teenager) because nobody understands, and sometimes it really just feels like nobody cares. One time i opened up to my friend about my issues and i saw her eyes glaze over and it was really a breaking moment. It's good though that we have this platform to find other people who can really empathise to open up to. I've kinda learnt that you kinda have to wait out the bad times, and that the bad, (and the good), are inevitable. I guess though the bad times make the good times good, cant have good without evil i guess. My journey i think is coming to terms with that, and the fact that life is kinda difficult and to force myself to make good of it. omgomgomgomg i love them so much im so excited about this new album and how it proudly explores gender and sexuality ugh!!! so good watch the new music videos theyre so artsy and great :))) I love me some lana del rey, 1975 but really pretty much anything (i think my music taste is a lil basic but thats ok) also im a huge musical theatre geek!

bojack · ‎13-07-2018

it has helped to dig up some past trauma and the reasons behind some unhealthy patterns but i feel like ive hit a bit of a plateau :/ i really just enjoy their music, it sounds so happy to me. you know when you listen to music you havent listened to in a while and it makes you feel like youre back in the same place you were when you first listened to it, well maybe its just me, but it makes me think of being in a happier place. thank you guys for answering. i feel much better now and i was able to get some stuff done, its nice to know theres a place i can go if im feeling real crap.

bojack · ‎13-07-2018

Its certainly not fun. I mostly just chat with my psych sometimes we do this eye movement therapy thing. I think today im just gonna look after myself a bit, relax, clean stuff hang out with my cats. I loooooove years and years and they released a new album after like four years and im so excited!!

bojack · ‎12-07-2018

ive never tried a forum before, im kinda hoping it will make me feel a bit less lonely. i like going out with my mum and grandpa, and ive kinda liked cooking, and my favourite band just released an album, AND animal crossing is great. I guess ill occupy myself with those for the time being. thanks for listening to me :)

bojack · ‎12-07-2018

can i ask though, does it get better? i realised that theres gonna be more bad than good and ill have to deal but how do you deal? if life is just on and off sufferin g how do you find productive hobbies to distract yourself. i mean you cant die so what do you do? i feel like im just waiting for thinngs to get better all the time because nothing else works. its hard, lifes hard, sorry for being so morbid

bojack · ‎12-07-2018

thanks man, i think its just been a bad night.

bojack · ‎12-07-2018

i dunno what you are or arent allowed to post on these things but i just desperately need to talk to someone and feel so incredibly alone and alien so im hoping i can find s0meone here that can understand or help out i dunno everything feels gross and ive been looking so hard for some kind of solution and working so hard to get better and nothing works. I just had a breakdown about my body, feeling absolutely repulsed. i dont have an eating disorder, i think im just a perfectionist. nothing gives me joy anymore, ive been holding onto the hope that ill find someone and make a family, leech off of those kinds of endorphans to make me happy. i dont feel suicidal, part because i dont want to break my family and part because i cant be bothered to think about it. everythign feels so lifeless you know? starting to feel like im going a little crazy. maybe im just going through an emo phase i dunno. just kinda wanna feel some kind of spark, or passion or life again. ive even turned to christianity man, but the whole thing just makes me feel really uncomfortable. i have no energy to pursue or maintain relationships so ive kinda drifted apart from everyone and end up alone. i love my psych but i feel a little bit pathetic because i feel pretty trivial tl;dr i know but basically i feel at my wits end and dont really care too much about anything. also kinda panicing right now havin a bit of a sh*t night thx xx <3

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