I am trying to reach out to my boyfriend about how sad I am feeling and that I want to self harm. He simply doesn't care and tells me " you haven't felt real pain and I should just shut my emotions out!" I feel that he doesn't care much about me and that I am just an object in his life. We used to be so good together. He would happily show me off in public, post stuff on fb about our dates and take me out when I was getting stressed with uni. Now though, he purposely flirts with girls to test my trust for him, tells me that I wouldn't know if he lied to me, invites other chicks over just to piss me off. Although these chicks may know he has a girlfriend, they still might think they have a shot with the way he is acting.He constantly asks if they are okay and ensures they are not feeling like shit and helping them through their problems, yet has the balls to me, "Survival of the fittest, you'll get over it." yet he wonders why I am so paranoid and tells me I am making shit up in my head, yet I know I am not. In addition he constantly plays games and feels likes he is purposely avoids me. There is just no communication or relationship anymore. Please help me I am usually not like this and people say I am the helper and the one they go to for help and not the other way round. I honestly sick of feeling so pathetic and like I am not good enough for anyone.
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