im back to winning!!! ... View more

thank you for that; I do feel so much better. yeh people keep telling me the formal thing will not become a big deal from this year on as im gonna become a senior and people r gonna concentrate on more important things. people also told me to try and forget about him cause relationships in high school dont last most of the time (even though I do know one that has so no hate) so im gonna try and not think it too much. plus hes moving schools next year so it'll be fine!!! thank you for the advice!!! ... View more

hope the tips help you out as much as its helping me out!!! good luck!!! ... View more

hey im kinda going through the same thing as you. my mid year exams weren't that great cause of my lack of motivation to do homework and assignments on time and properly due to it being rushed and im slowly learning that the envinrment that you do your work is the utmost importance. make sure your table is clean, the room is quiet or listen to study music, have good lightening and always have a clock beside you to check the time. I agree with @Hozzles , giving yourself breaks in-between bursts is a good idea as it doesn't overwork your head too much when studying!! hope this helps!!! ... View more

yes it is but ive decided to move on and forget about him cause I tried to convince him I was telling the truth and I cbb wasting my time...I hope so too; people have been telling me not to be too hard on my self but I cant stop doing that. ... View more

yeh it sucks a lot I keep holding myself back from tears when people bring it back cause I feel like such a b*tch for doing that and ik the whole grade thinks the same. I think I deserve it tho cause I know I hurt him by rejecting him but he keeps hurting my back by saying he 'likes me too' but then saying that he doesn't believe I like him and its making me so confused and frustrated cause idk what he thinks or feels and I feel rlly played. we actually ended up joining with another group so im happy and rlly pleased that we dont have to go with them. ... View more

im so sorry ur going through the same thing it feels shitty...it rlly is idk the past months or so school has been the ultimate shittiest and im trying so hard to move on but I cant. thank you so much for the support ... View more

I feel so shit about myself at the moment and I don't think anyone really cares but I lost my courage to go to the school counsellor. I keep getting afraid and I've avoided it this entire week as I changed my mind as soon as I got to school in the morning. im trying to do it tomorrow morning but idk I just feel like a failure and loser for avoiding it :/ also things have gone a bit worse..so today we were organising camp groups for our annual camp thing and because so many people were ditching it, it was rlly hard to go find a guy group to partner up with as you need 15 guys and 15 girls. so my friend asked the group that my crush is in and they said they dont know cause they were planning to go with another group but that group isn't going probably. but the thing is I dont feel comfortable going cause of the drama with formal and how everyone is going to bully me and him cause of how I 'dogged' him for formal as they dont know I like him and think I just joked him up. and I know he feels uncomfortable as well as he's friends said too. and when we tried to discuss with them, they were being so immature and was like 'omg ur gonna be like we want to be with you and the next week we dont want to be with you anymore' and they keep making fun of the fact of the shitty thing I did to him. like idk the past few days ive been feeling so shit and so depressed and I keep breaking down and idk I rlly want to talk about it to someone..I tried bringing it up to one of my close friends but she says im being dramatic and its not a big deal and to just ignore them but I feel so isolated cause of my anxiety I dont think like that and I feel so shit cause I know their entire group is shit talking about me and ik I shouldn't care about what people think but it makes me realise what a b*tch I was to him and how I rlly am shitty and I keep doing dumb things.. I kept wanting to break down during school but I kept it together cause I didn't want them to think I cared that much but idk I just feel so useless and worthless and im acting even more emotional about it cause the past week or so has been rlly shit with everything ... View more

I mean I kind of watched it but thats only if it was on tv and I was super bored; the person below me has been heartbroken before.. ... View more

im a bit nervous cause ive been telling myself for months now to see the counsellor and I keep avoiding it but ive realised that im at such. bad place atm and I rlly need to go see one so im planning too tomoz but im super nervous talking about my feelings to someone I dont know? ... View more

totally gonna give this a go!! ... View more

naw thank you for that it means a lot!! I feel better knowing im not the only one going through this and im not weird or abnormal for feeling this way? Nono ur advice helps and thank you for sending ur time typing that up it means a lot I promise. ... View more

yes I am safe rite now thank you for asking! naw thanks for making me feel better but yes ill try bringing back my self confidence and checking out that service. thank you for wasting a minute or two typing that up xx ... View more

yeh I have been feeling quite dizzy and getting headaches and major mood swings the past few days and my hair has been falling out in huge chunks which is stressing me out (the irony in that omg).. im not that close with my parents so its rlly awks and im not that comfortable talking to them about it. I dont rlly want to be a nuisance to my friends and make them worry about my thoughts so I dont rlly want to tell them or talk to them about it. I was deciding to go talk to my school councillor on Monday so I guess thats a plan!! ... View more

I havnt done anything unrational and I am safe at the moment. thank you for asking and advising me @Andrea-RO ... View more

im so sorry you're going through all of this I really mean it; cause u dont deserve it one bit. I know this won't help u one bit but while I was reading that massive paragraph it brought to my attention that im going through the same thing as you associating with my family and school things and I totallly get how ur feeling and what your going through. im a overthinker and many have told me not to overthink and stress over the small details of life and its honestly helped me understand the world a bit more; maybe it could be an idea for u too? music is great escape, I use it all the time but talking about ur emotions is also a better idea as it honestly makes you feel better after ranting about ur problems to someone; I promise. I use eheadspace and beyondblue web chats with professional pychologists and ive had rlly good experiences with them. you could try going to ur school councillor cause that's helped me a lot and honestly made me feel better about my relationships with my friends cause im always overthinking about the small details ... View more

thank you so much for asking It means a lot. yeh my exams just ended and I do feel very emotionally stressed but I've planned to work more on myself for the next couple of weeks of school as I dont have any exams or assignments left for the year. the thing is, he confessed he liked me and we started talking and stuff but we dont even talk at school at all cause its rlly awks...but I haven't texted him in a week and I feel like he isn't interested in me cause its been so long and ive kinda planned to tell him that we can just be friends cause I feel like he doesn't like me that much to the point where he wants to get to know me idk or I'm overthinking this. I do want to bring it up to him and ask if he actually likes me or not but idk if that a good idea ... View more

sorry for the late reply but thank you for the suggestions but idk I haven't been feeling the best and I have exams on rite now so sleep at the moment is rlly bad. its just im emotionally stressed cause he acts as if he doesn't like me ya know like I don't catch him staring at me when I look at him and he doesn't rlly notice me or I mite just be overthinking idk cause one of he's friends told him hes kinda shy so idk ... View more

I actually gave that a go a while back and it wasn't suited to me idk it just didn't work out. I like listening to music and going for walks with my dog; those let me, wander my mind off the troubled thoughts but they always come back ... View more

not really I'm not sure :/ ... View more

omg I love that song!!! ... View more

im so sorry this is happening and I kind of get what ur going through. we all catch feelings and its totally albite to lose them too and catch new ones. what you did was not cheating to my belief, it was not like you started dating this boy or lied about being single either. just remember that we are here to support you and if ur friends do things such as calling you a slut, they aren't true friends. trust. ... View more

im just rlly confused at this moment of time and I just rlly want to concentrate on my exams cause I keep getting distracted by this situation so I thought maybe I could talk to him after next week or is that too late idk? yesterday one of my friends texted him asking him about me and he says that he doesn't believe I like him and thinks its a prank but I don't understand cause he confessed twice already and we talked for a week so idk what's happening and what he's thinking... ... View more

yehh. ive been thinking about it and idk if its worth it or not and I keep confusing myself and stressing myself sort for no reason. my friends have advised me to just text him and ask whats going on upfront but idk if that's a good idea idk? thank you!!! ... View more

its just that he says he likes me but he acts so uninterested and keeps second guessing everything idk so basically hes the boy I said that it was a joke for formal (in one of my first comments on: https://forums.au.reachout.com/t5/Something-s-not-right/2019-is-my-worst-year-by-far/td-p/373130 and afterwards I realised I actually declined him cause I was scared that he was going to find out that I started getting feelings for him. so when I first confessed he didn't believe it obviously cause he obviously doesn't trust me after the whole formal joke and with some friends he finally realised and he confessed and we talked for like a week and I didnt rlly know what we were at that point of time. so I asked a friend to ask him what was happening and he acted so weird and was like 'wow she likes me?' and he texted me and I confessed again and he confessed again and now im super confused cause I haven't talked to him in 2 days since we confessed and idk what we are now ... View more

thank you so much!!! yeh like ik crushes go away but ive always been an over thinker and ive been thinking about this for a week now cause im confused and frustrated on what's going on. yeh im going to try and forget about the situation till yearlies ... View more

thank you for the advice I really needed it!! yeh I was considering just seeing him as a friend and maybe giving it a shot after exam period idk im just too overwhelmed at this point at time and hes giving me so many mixed signals to the point where im confused and im just too stressed about school that its so meaningless but giving me the biggest impact at the same time. ... View more

I feel asleep crying cause I feel so hurt and I dont know what to feel at the moment. ive tried listening to music but I have exams coming up and its rlly hard to concentrate on them cause of this situation ... View more