Hello there. Thank you for all your replies, I appreciate it. First of all, I do understand that life is full of work and I accept that. However, it's just that whenever I do my work from school, I would often feel depressed and reminded of my bad times. Yes, I've said that I escape this problem by doing whatever I like, but I've always wanted to make friends who have the same interests as me while also caring for our school work and about each other's personal problems.. Sadly, hardly anyone here is just like that. All I see is groups of friends who make immature sex jokes and don't care about their studies at all. They do play video games as well, but not the types that I play (or at least want to). Also, lately I've never been doing about the things I like, but just searching for information about them only to be upset that I couldn't have any of those. I plan to be a collector of all sorts of things, mainly movies, anime and video games, but all I could do now is pirate them. In my country, people often prefer pirating movies/anime not just because they're cheaper, but authentic copies of movies/anime often get chopped down pretty badly because they're censored very badly. As for video games, very few of them are sold here. The only thing I could do is buy them from the internet, but for now I don't know anyone who is going to buy them for me since 14 years olds can't have credit cards. In the end all I could do is pirate them, but I do not have the motivation to do it.  I am only good in one subject, and that is English. While my English wasn't perfect, it's still the subject that I am best at. As for the others, I suck at them. I don't feel like studying without making any friends first, but like I said before it seemed impossible. EDIT: Off-topic again, but I don't see any button for me to upload my pics in the Avatar tab in My Settings. ... View more