so i have told you about my mom canceling my birthday but i wanted to get somethings off my chest before i scream so here it goes.
i was adopted and my mom is always saying things like if you were not here i could still be traveling and it really brings me down also i have had another birthday cancelled it was my 11th and it was because i backtalked and she made me stay in my room all day and not come down until i understud that what i did was wrong. My mom and i have a good and bad relationship and the sad part is i can only find memories of the bad time like one time she said that she couldn't stand me and that to get away from her and that she sometimes hated comeing home because of me and i came back and yelled then why don't you give us away and she said shut up and i was like i am sorry but i am not perfect and you will never guess what she did next she throw a freaking coffe cup at me it didn't hit me but still
thanks for listneing i just really needed to tell someone and see if you have anything to help this situation
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so today is a a week from my birthday so i was pretty excited. that is until my mom told me i was not going to get a birthday party or anything for my birthday, no driving, no anything because i didn't clean my room!!! i am balling my eyes out right now and she telling me how i need to step up and do more things and telling me how worthless i was and i just really need someone to talk to
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