Hello @lexsmith, Sounds like you are going through a bit of a rough time. I like what  @DirtWitch  said, perhaps you can find something to do whilst alone to push away that feeling of loneliness. Off the top of my head, you could start a hobby like an instrument, or you can start a craft, like scrap booking, or perhaps start writing. Journalling or something like that.    We would love to hear from you soon  ... View more