Heavy feels

Long time no see 🙂

Anyways. I just need to get my thoughts into actual words so I thought to come here say hello while I start a vent yap session.

Semester one at last is over now (except for exams yay 😬). My main goal was to finally gain friendship and finally get what's been missing for me for so... read more

Look I am half way through year ten and it is killing me. The stress and pressure is unbearable all I can think about is ATAR, last term I was having panic attacks weekly and I can’t sit still anymore my fingernails are destroyed from all the picking and all I think about is study and whether or not... read more

Hey everyone, curious to know how you take care of yourself when your not feeling your best. What's helped you? Or what do you come back to when things get heavy?

Last year I was in a friend group - me, another girl and two boys. Let's call the girl, I don't know, Kara, and the boys can be Tim and Nick. (NOT THEIR REAL NAMES I don't name drop:)) Kara and Tim liked each other, which was fine with Nick and I. Things weren't awkward, we didn't care.

I had done a... read more

Hey y'all, as an Autistic girl in high school I wanted to know if anyone experiences this. It's exam week right now, and I recently switched from being in the normal classroom with the rest of my year to taking my exams in the library. In the normal rooms it only takes about five to ten minutes for... read more

looking at what's required for each task in this portfolio assessment, I don't think I'll be able to do those tasks since they seem very complicated to do and accomplish - especially the drawing tasks. I just don't think I'll be able to.

It's due in less than 3 weeks time, but with the extension due... read more

idk how i feel rn but i just want to be happy

I crave status, so losing my job has tremendously destroyed my mood as I'm low on money and confidence in getting a job after my degree. i don't have upcoming travel plans to look forward to as I'm too lazy and don't have the right people (I don't feel l... read more

I had a crush on a celebrity and I took some pictures of her face and body and used an ai generator to generate some fake photos of her and I only made them for my own fantasies but I hate myself and feel so shameful and disgusted with myself that I did it.

I can't stop thinking about it and the fac... read more

its a stressful time of semester for uni, assignments :((unfortunately not shifted at work due to a lack of students, I can just feel the uni pressure with the last 4 weeks of semester, I hate this I hate the content I wish the people who designed the curriculum had hearts and realised how overwhelm... read more

Hello. I am a 17M student and I'm having a very tough time... I feel very lonely and I'm unable to motivate myself... I also feel very lonely which fuels my slothful nature... I isolate myself because no one takes interest in me and as a result, no one talks with me; I have no motivation to study an... read more

Iv been at home a lot don’t have a job, don’t study anything because using public transport is just too much for me,I applied for support with achieving my goals like studying, getting into the community making new friends , healthier relationships with food ect. Using the bus or train has been so d... read more

Sorry this post is gonna sound kinda aggressive, but I'm just super annoyed rn bc I keep hating my body (my love handles mainly) and it just feels unfair bc I don't know why I need to hate my body so much. It's genuinely reached the point where I feel like the only answer is to lose the weight, and... read more

Good morning all,

I just wanted to share that I feel lately something is not right with me. There's never I time when I can relax and just breathe, I'm always on edge and anxious.

This never really happened before, I would get small moments of anxiety but now it's almost constant! I wasn't sure if t... read more

Hi, I’ve had a rough few years and I’m trying to just start life again. One last attempt to make something better of myself. 

event 1: my grandma passed. I watched her go through a disease that slowly took her ability to move, talk, eat and eventually breathe. I watched her struggle and beg for help... read more

First thing yes the title means sa and not sad. I wanna know how to move on with my life after being sa'd. I'm 16M and turning 17 this yr. Last yr when I was still w my ex we went to the movies and things got sexual pretty quick.

A few weeks ago we had a couple assembly's abt consent and the more we... read more

Edit: so it seems that things between my mum and I have settled down now, and she was able to clear things up.

I can explain more on this later (or not) because right now I'm too tired to take time to explain it all...

But anyways, just long story short - it seems that from what she told me about thi... read more

I’m so angry with my paediatrician! For reference I am 14 and I have had symptoms of inattentive ADHD since I started primary school. I am also 2E and Autistic so I mask a lot. I went to my paed to talk about starting stimulants for my ADHD but she said that I don’t meet the criteria! When I was at... read more

I made plans with my friend today and they cancelled last minute. I feel really needy for wanting to reschedule and no matter how many people tell me “yOuRe NoT nEeDy” I still can’t shake it. I feel very lonely… It’s so boring to be stuck at home alone… I hate school holidays and I’m barely 3 days i... read more

(Have no idea where to put this but rambling a bit so here should be fine XD)

Hello everyone

Bit if an odd day today

I was hanging out with friends at uni today it was all fun and cool. Then later on they start talking about their relationships and how amazing they are or maybe they are seeing someone... read more

I used to be a bright student back at my school. Passed out my school, entered in university and my brightness started dimming. After passing out from college, my brightness was gone. I had nothing in my head, no future plans, no strategies, no friends nothing. Now I'm turning 25 next month and my... read more

Heyyy,

I am feeling very scared and just so overwhelmed at the moment. I have an ED and I think my GP might send me to hospital. I’m terrified that it’s gotten this bad and I didn’t even realise, I can’t fathom telling my parents that they are sending me to hospital. I wake up in the morning wanting... read more

School holidays are possibly my least favourite time of year. I need social interaction to function and my mood gets really low when I don’t have constant connection. I don’t want to arrange plans because then I feel like a burden. I know my friends don’t want to hang out with me every second of eve... read more