I have been smoking weed for some time now but sadly for the past few months I haven’t been able to find any. My boyfriend works and isn’t able to smoke weed. He’s had a past with synthetic marijuana. I’ve seen him have seizures and fall out in the middle of the floor. I begged him to quit, eventually he did. About 6 months later,Sadly his “father “ had a blunt of synthetic weed and I took a couple of hits as well as my boyfriend. We’ve been smoking it since then. I don’t like it but I can’t find any weed. I really want us both to quit. I see my boyfriend act like a zombie, it’s no fun. Usually it doesn’t give me that effect, I can normally smoke a whole joint by myself in one sit down. He can’t. He doesn’t stop though. After about a week of talking about quitting, he came home with a joint. This time it came from a different person. I smoked about 2 hits a few hours ago and I believe I was on the urge of life and death. I was lying in bed and was finding it very hard to keep my eyes open, I could hear my heart beating inside my ears, everything was fading away. I knew this was it. It took everything I could to muster out “I think I’m about to die” . My boyfriend jerked my body up . I had no control over myself. I was shaking uncontrollably and was giving everything I could to stay alive. It was getting hard to focus on breathing. Everything was going black. He kept rocking me and telling me to stay alive. He was going to call the ambulance. I shook my head because I definitely didn’t want any trouble. I was gonna see if I could fight it. All I could do was look at him and cry. I really thought it was the last time I’d ever see him again. I kept telling myself to breathe and keep my eyes open. To not give up. I didn’t throw up (never have yet) but I kept feeling like my throat was bleeding inside. Finally my boyfriend helped me stand up and got me to calm down. I swear I was literally almost gone. My life was almost over. Synthetic weed is not worth it. My advice to you all is to stop. It’s hard. After tonight I don’t believe we’ll be smoking any more.