Hi @Tulip_Starling 

I really appreciate you reaching out tonight and letting us know your feelings.

I wanted to let you know I've edited some details out of your post and added some spoilers in line with our community guidelines. 

I am sorry to hear that you are feeling like you want to hurt yourself tonight and have been thinking about self-harm.

Is there anyone one you trust that you could talk to tonight that would be able to keep you safe?

What has helped in the past when you are feeling like this?