Oh that's good to hear I'm glad he makes you feel happy how has school going?@cheesebruger ... View more

Still a bit upset can't sleep that well during the nights it's been close 2 weeks when Dad was admitted to the hospital I'm taking it day by day and hopefully get out of the house soon it's getting wroser ever day. @mrmusic My boss is easy going if I need anything I let him know Hey @scared01 not to good ... View more

Hi @chesseburger it's so good to hear from you I'm glad you are going ok hopefully your appointment goes ok also glad you found another person and are in a relationship good to hear 😊 give it time for the relationship to meture and it will be a good relationship to be in ... View more

Thanks @scared01 @mrmusic Update on dad he is very upset that it has happened to him and he is really sorry because he wants to see me grow breathing is better than before can't walk far have to push him in the chair most of the time I went to my job agency person had a talk to him told him about the home situation and about my mum he told me to go so to centerlink to change shit so she has no control over me. Seen a social worker who guided me to look for a house or a place for me to rent so tomorrow I'm going to tell my boss about what's happening at home ... View more

Thanks @safari93 how can you help me in the thread? ... View more

@scared01 @mrmusic My dad went to the hospital by ambulance the night before and yesterday he went to the hospital again didn't sleep I was up with dad until 2 or 4 am just seen dad in the hospital he is gotten much worse then yesterday he is not there and looks like he wants to go to sleep or pass away :( ... View more

I was talking to dad just a few hours ago he might able to get the kidney operation he needs to lose weight and a few other things they didn't say no this time so hopefully when the time comes he can get it atm he is doing to well I still look after him and do all the things for him @scared01 ... View more

Hey @buunywalks it different for everyone early signs for me is I got get bored with things 2 my sleeping pattern so all shit 3 is a lot of stress when it happens I listen to music go for a walk or talk to friends ... View more

Hey @scared01 how has things been since we last spoke? Sorry for not taking to you for a long time had a lot of things come up hopefully things clam down ... View more

I mostly play games during my time but now that I got work I do that and get some money and kind of helps me forget about shit at home. I'm old enough to get out over 18 I don't have any where else dad is a support he has helped with getting the social worker which we are still waiting once we talk to the social worker me and dad should have a better idea what's going to happen and maybe how long it might take to get me out of the house and I talk to him about things like what's happening and he tells me what happening with him. Plus there is one other thing I want to do as a hobby which is hunting got to get my gun licence and get a hunting rifle I'm looking forward to do that ... View more

Thanks @Erin-RO the problem is I have tried before and she goes off at me for it the problem is she is stuck in the 80s or 90 era when things were different thing but she won't accept that I want to do things in my life and not be chained down and she won't come to the generation we are at plus I'm getting help though a service to help me get out of the house once I'm out of the house dad might stay over because she is going to go off her head and probably won't accept me but to the house but I have had it I'm not happy in the family I want to do things when I want to. ... View more

I'm going to put this out here this has been at me for a long time I have told my dad about it even he agree with this. I know I'm in a very abusive relationship with my mum and its very sad to she that Here is a list of things my mum would do. check on me all the time to see where you are, what you're doing and who you're with. She won't let me go and do anything for myself This one happened a few times privately, by attacking your intelligence capabilities The list goes on its not good my dad side knows what mum has said to me my dad told them. The pokies she plays has changed her a lot and shes goes takes out on me when if I was helping dad but she won't see that. ... View more

I don't talk to mum that much really about anything she gets really angry quickly plus we are not a happy family the way things have been happening with my and dad and the attitude from mum nagging me to do this everyday I could have lost the job if took her advice. I have got support for a disability agency to help me get in work and to look for a unit or something for me to get away from home and the stress from it all. Thanks scared01 and to answer your question @Bee not really she thinks she helping me but in reality it's hurting me if she let me go completely and have faith I will be fine out in the world by self ... View more

Hello @Cheeseburger haven't talked in a long time how is everything going ... View more

@taylor_ro yeah 8 have got friends that I talk to about it 2 in particular makes sure I'm always alright and lights the mood up with me when make around. I have used the kids helpline they didn't do much I felt worser then when I called. Hey @scared01 mum knows what's going on with me and how worried I am about dad thanks @scared01 ... View more

Not at the moment but if anything happens I will let you's know @Brendos94 @Bee not that good I had a really bad cold got over it dad has a infection in his chest Me had a mental breakdown because my dad said he might give up and not fight it anymore he is at his limit plus my dog last night had a bone in his tooth that was jamed in so he is fine now atm everything is gone to hell. ... View more

You are not a boring person @scared01 you help people on this site ❤️ ... View more

Hello everyone so sorry for not being back tbh I forgot about this place Update on everything 1 dad called on the road 2 broken 5 ribs 3 was in hospital seen him a few nights ago it hit me hard he is home but he is very out of it 4 I have a cold or something bad which is killing my throat to do anything 5 got another tattoo done I'm getting a sleep test done because I feel very tired after I slept and constantly falling asleep without realising it @Bee @scared01 @Brendos94 ... View more

Sorry to hear that @LittleBear__ I'm glad you can get inspired by the bands that's really good :). What else makes you feel motivated ... View more

I will @scared01 I got tafe Monday so it should keep my mind off things for a bit ... View more

Thanks @Bee @scared01 @Bree-RO I have been helping around the house with things and making sure dad is fine ... View more

Hey @scared01 my back is better now thanks I haven't been on lately but I'm not going to be for a bit because my dad's mum just passed away today so I'm going over to the funeral for moral support for dad and to make sure he is alright and let him know that I'm there to listen so I'm off tafe on Wednesday this coming on for 5 days just to make sure I thought I would let everyone know the reason why I won't be online @Bee @Brendos94 @mrmusic ❤️ ... View more

Hey @scared01 I'm going ok getting anyyoyed with my eyes but there not much I can I pulled a muscle in my lower back somehow I don't know what I did but it is very sore so I'm taking it easy and resting. How have you been @scared01 ... View more

Oh that sucks make sure you can have fun and have some to yourself @mrmusic ... View more

I was at philp Island it was nice weather. Did you do anything you are proud of :) ... View more

How is your holidays going @mrmusic ... View more

Not to good tbh @Bee he is all over the place he is out of it I did practice self care today watched YouTube and games ... View more

Yeah I am thanks @mrmusic got a lot of photos with me my brother and a few with dad got some really awesome photos some were on the beach so me and my brother climbed to get some gorgeous photos and selfies it was so worth climbing the rocks and exploring so far best memory for me :) ... View more

Hey @Brendos94 nice picture I'm on holidays as well how are you going in Vegas ... View more

Yeah I'm on holidays with my dad but got bad news about my dad's mother so I'm looking after him a lot more @Bee ... View more