Thanks @Erin-RO the problem is I have tried before and she goes off at me for it the problem is she is stuck in the 80s or 90 era when things were different thing but she won't accept that I want to do things in my life and not be chained down and she won't come to the generation we are at plus I'm getting help though a service to help me get out of the house once I'm out of the house dad might stay over because she is going to go off her head and probably won't accept me but to the house but I have had it I'm not happy in the family I want to do things when I want to. ... View more

I'm going to put this out here this has been at me for a long time I have told my dad about it even he agree with this. I know I'm in a very abusive relationship with my mum and its very sad to she that Here is a list of things my mum would do. check on me all the time to see where you are, what you're doing and who you're with. She won't let me go and do anything for myself This one happened a few times privately, by attacking your intelligence capabilities The list goes on its not good my dad side knows what mum has said to me my dad told them. The pokies she plays has changed her a lot and shes goes takes out on me when if I was helping dad but she won't see that. ... View more

I don't talk to mum that much really about anything she gets really angry quickly plus we are not a happy family the way things have been happening with my and dad and the attitude from mum nagging me to do this everyday I could have lost the job if took her advice. I have got support for a disability agency to help me get in work and to look for a unit or something for me to get away from home and the stress from it all. Thanks scared01 and to answer your question @Bee not really she thinks she helping me but in reality it's hurting me if she let me go completely and have faith I will be fine out in the world by self ... View more

Hello @Cheeseburger haven't talked in a long time how is everything going ... View more

@taylor_ro yeah 8 have got friends that I talk to about it 2 in particular makes sure I'm always alright and lights the mood up with me when make around. I have used the kids helpline they didn't do much I felt worser then when I called. Hey @scared01 mum knows what's going on with me and how worried I am about dad thanks @scared01 ... View more

Not at the moment but if anything happens I will let you's know @Brendos94 @Bee not that good I had a really bad cold got over it dad has a infection in his chest Me had a mental breakdown because my dad said he might give up and not fight it anymore he is at his limit plus my dog last night had a bone in his tooth that was jamed in so he is fine now atm everything is gone to hell. ... View more

You are not a boring person @scared01 you help people on this site ❤️ ... View more

Hello everyone so sorry for not being back tbh I forgot about this place Update on everything 1 dad called on the road 2 broken 5 ribs 3 was in hospital seen him a few nights ago it hit me hard he is home but he is very out of it 4 I have a cold or something bad which is killing my throat to do anything 5 got another tattoo done I'm getting a sleep test done because I feel very tired after I slept and constantly falling asleep without realising it @Bee @scared01 @Brendos94 ... View more

Sorry to hear that @LittleBear__ I'm glad you can get inspired by the bands that's really good :). What else makes you feel motivated ... View more

I will @scared01 I got tafe Monday so it should keep my mind off things for a bit ... View more

Thanks @Bee @scared01 @Bree-RO I have been helping around the house with things and making sure dad is fine ... View more

Hey @scared01 my back is better now thanks I haven't been on lately but I'm not going to be for a bit because my dad's mum just passed away today so I'm going over to the funeral for moral support for dad and to make sure he is alright and let him know that I'm there to listen so I'm off tafe on Wednesday this coming on for 5 days just to make sure I thought I would let everyone know the reason why I won't be online @Bee @Brendos94 @mrmusic ❤️ ... View more

Hey @scared01 I'm going ok getting anyyoyed with my eyes but there not much I can I pulled a muscle in my lower back somehow I don't know what I did but it is very sore so I'm taking it easy and resting. How have you been @scared01 ... View more

Oh that sucks make sure you can have fun and have some to yourself @mrmusic ... View more

I was at philp Island it was nice weather. Did you do anything you are proud of :) ... View more

How is your holidays going @mrmusic ... View more

Not to good tbh @Bee he is all over the place he is out of it I did practice self care today watched YouTube and games ... View more

Yeah I am thanks @mrmusic got a lot of photos with me my brother and a few with dad got some really awesome photos some were on the beach so me and my brother climbed to get some gorgeous photos and selfies it was so worth climbing the rocks and exploring so far best memory for me :) ... View more

Hey @Brendos94 nice picture I'm on holidays as well how are you going in Vegas ... View more

Yeah I'm on holidays with my dad but got bad news about my dad's mother so I'm looking after him a lot more @Bee ... View more

@Bee they stop me doing more damage but if I don't use them my eyes get anyyoyed with me yeah but she keeps pushing everyone to do things when we have our hands full @Bree-RO I'm doing better now thanks Im learning to live and do things slower than I would be that's what you have to do oh that sucks @mrmusic I read slowly as well but thanks ❤️ ... View more

Hey @mrmusic I'm alright I'm on holiday with my dad ... View more

I had water then coffee @scared01 ... View more

@Bee @mrmusic I'm really stressed and struggling with my eyes worser then before I could see things like playing a game now I can't do shit my vision has dropped badly quickly the drops do nothing but they are tmgelp me not rub my eyes so every time I have to rub I use the gel drops and as often as I need to the specialist said I did damage to the eyes my mum is really worried about my eyes so I'm taking everything slowly :( ... View more

It was going good I was resting and taking to a classmate @mrmusic and thanks @scared01 I will keep that in mind ... View more

Oh cool hope it goes well and you have a great time :) @Brendos94 ... View more

Hey @scared01 hey @Bee I I went to the specialist for my eyes I have prement damage for life to my eyes because of the rubbing so I'm on drops probably for the rest of my life and I'm seeing another specialist about the back of my eye it be something that is causing the blurred vision but I'm going to see him on August it's shit as well because my dad has a another broken bone in his back and he will need a wheelchair very soon because his bone are way to brittle so yeah nothing has gone well atm ... View more

Hey @Brendos94 bit up and down how about you ... View more

Hey @scared01 how are you going ... View more

Yeah thanks I'm going to talk to a colloirser about it @mrmusic ... View more