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Fluffsar
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17-03-2018
30-08-2018
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29-08-2018
10:53 PM
2 Kudos
1- Got called pretty (inside and out) by this girl who doesn’t rly like me and I don’t like back so... MAJOR compliment. 2- Confronted stalker boy. Rly anxious about the repercussions but ik my friends are here to support me so I’m ready. 3- Amazing dinner. Had Lebanese food and it tasted especially nice today XD
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28-08-2018
04:19 PM
3 Kudos
1) Two people called me pretty. And it wasn’t in a context where they felt obliged to say it. One went ‘OH ITS THE PRETTY GIRL’ and the other said when I was telling her about a stalker boy ‘well u r pretty af’. So that made me feel good. 2) Mum made lasagna. 3) My teacher chose me and my best friend to ditch class and make date balls. We just talked the whole time. It was the best XD!
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19-07-2018
11:09 PM
2 Kudos
1) I had a get-together with my friends at bowling, arcade and skirmish and it was SO AMAZING AND FUN and totally lifted my mood. 2) I was feeling super anxious to meet up with my friends and wanted to call it off but it was too late and I managed to control my anxiety and go. 3) I WAS EARLY FOR ONCE!!! 4) Been binging on survivor 😊
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17-06-2018
11:57 PM
And also, don’t you just hate it when people say, “You’re skinny so shit up!” Like wth is even wrong with these people. Just because I, skinny doesn’t mean I’m happy. And also when people are like, “You’re beautiful so just eat.” Right intentions for sure, just wrong wording. This is something you can’t just ‘get over’. Like if I had ADHD, would you tell me to just ‘get over it’! Sorry... starting to rant now.
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17-06-2018
09:10 PM
I feel like you understand me so much! I’m a normal weight but ever since I was little I used to check my BMI and see how much weight I would have to lose until I was underweight. I binge a lot and I always feel out of control and when I look in the mirror, what I see is not what is there and I know it but I can’t help it. My favourite youtuber had an eating disorder and described it so well... “Just because you know you’re colourblind doesn’t mean you can see the colours.” Too true. I know you feel stuck and so do I but together we can help each other. I don’t know what to do know but I’m tying to work it out and maybe we can do it together instead of alone because I feel like u less you’ve experienced it you won’t understand it to the next level.
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17-06-2018
09:00 PM
You’re not letting us down! I always see you on all chats and you’ve done so much! I hope you enjoy wherever you’re going!
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17-06-2018
08:59 PM
Right now I’m feeling pretty down because even though I know it’s bad to self-diagnose I already know I have binge eating disorder and I’m just feeling pretty down. Everyone’s going to tell me to go get help but it’s just not that easy and I’ve started this chat and someone’s asked me a question and I don’t want to answer it honestly so I don’t let them, or myself for that matter, down. Long story short, I feel like crap and don’t want to tell a physical human being about it.
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08-06-2018
10:22 PM
2 Kudos
Haven’t been on here for a while! Might do just the last two days XD Thursday: 1) Managed to read about 4 ajzaa from the Quran (4 chapters from my holy book) 2) It was abayah day (a religious dress we wear) at school. I wore the prettiest traditional Palestinian dress and got LOADS of compliments from random teachers and students! It made me feel so much less self-conscious about it and even a little bit more positive! 3) MY MUM MADE PASTA FOR IFTAAR (this is the time of day when we stop fasting and are allowed to eat- it’s at sunset) and it tasted sooooo good! Friday (today): 1) I did the Quran competition for school and the judge said my reading voice was beautiful and even wanted another teacher to listen to it! 2) I had lasagna AGAIN today (but my Aunty made it). It was AMAZINGGGG!!! 3) Instead of doing a second period of maths in school, we watched a lecture. Well worth it!
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10-05-2018
09:52 PM
1 Kudo
They’re only getting glazed from krispy kreme 😔. Still tho, they’re DONUTSSSSSS
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10-05-2018
09:38 PM
3 Kudos
I had a really terrible day so I’m hoping this might help. 1) Ate fettuccine for dinner 2) Got to sleep in a couple extra minutes before school 3) (I’m actually about to do this now) Going to go read some verses from my holy boom seing as a school competitions coming up and I want to participate. AND TOMORROW’S DONUT DAY AT SCHOOL SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT!!!
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10-05-2018
09:30 PM
1 Kudo
Thank you very much @Bree-RO for replying so fast. I was considering talking to a councillor about all of this but I’m not sure yet.
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10-05-2018
09:02 PM
I’ve been really worrying myself lately. I cannot stop thinking that I have cancer! I have radiating back pain, random heart aches and kidney pains sometimes and it’s all I can think about! And also, my friends have pointed out that I do this thing with my smuggle highlighters where the smuggle all needs to be facing one direction and in a specific order (it’s order is different to the order it came in) and I can’t have it any other way. I also do this with my friends highlighters, arranging it for them in this particular order and making sure they are all perfectly straight. Finally... this ones been bugging me a lot... I don’t really care about soccer. Never have and I probably never will. Today, at school for sports, we were having a ‘grand finale’ and my team had been playing for at least 30mins straight (we had 10min games and the team that won would stay on). Nobody was really playing, I was fasting (religious reasons) and I have asthma. Of course, none of this had ever stopped me today. And all of a sudden I felt like I needed to cry so bad for no reason at all. I didn’t care if I won or not. Other girls saw me hyperventilating and I could hear them whispering ‘omg what’s wrong’ to each other and I just snapped. I turned around and started yelling at them. I lost control and then started hyperventilating even more! I want to go apologise tomorrow but I’m really scared. I told my mum about what happened today and she brushed it off. What do I do? sorry for the SUPER long response 😳
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17-03-2018
10:08 PM
Hey there, So I was planning on booking an appointment with my school councillor in a few days. Only one of my friends know that I want to and only because I didn’t want to convince myself into not doing it. She promised to drag me there if she had to and I just wanted to ask... what’s it like for those who know from personal experience? I want to know how I should approach my problem. My parents do not know what I’m going through or the fact that I’m going. I just want to resolve my issue and that’s it. Thank you.
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17-03-2018
10:02 PM
Uhhh the thoughts have probably been going on for at least 3-4 months and that’s when I started to become more aware of it.
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17-03-2018
09:27 PM
No, I’m not feeling suicidal (thank God). Me and my friend sort of have a pact where we have both agreed suicide is selfish and we will never come to that, although we understand the action/ decision. It’s really just me not wanting to go outside or be around people or do ANYTHING that’s making me down.
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17-03-2018
09:10 PM
I put in my earphones at night and blast soft meaningful songs to drown out the thoughts.
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17-03-2018
09:10 PM
Me too. Lately, I’ve been convincing myself that I have cancer or that when I die at the age of 15 the exact message I’ll tell my friends and my imagination will get the better of me.
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My Recent High Fives Received
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| 2 | 29-08-2018 10:53 PM | |
| 3 | 28-08-2018 04:19 PM | |
| 2 | 19-07-2018 11:09 PM | |
| 2 | 08-06-2018 10:22 PM | |
| 3 | 10-05-2018 09:57 PM |
My Recent High Fives Given
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Public Statistics
| Date Registered | 17-03-2018 09:08 PM |
| Date Last Visited | 30-08-2018 12:54 AM |
| Total Messages Posted | 20 |
| Total High Fives Received | 17 |
