Hey guys!! @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Janine-RO @Bre-RO long time no talk.   I have some exciting news to tell y’all 🥰🥰 also thanks for all your support for when I went thru that difficult time in my life 🥺 I really appreciated a lot ❤️ ... View more

@Janine-RO Yes yes, I’ve came a long way from the scared guy I was about 2 years ago 🥴👉👈👀🥺 ive gotten so much more confident about my life, and for now I’m not really worried about getting into a relationship (I’m talking to someone) but other then that I have supportive friends and family and I can’t ask for anything more 👉👈👀🥺 life is finally looking better for me 🥰 ... View more

*Keep smiling😊 as life is one beautiful thing filled with so many things to be happy about* ... View more

Hihi 🥺👉👈👀 thought I’d come in and give u all an update 🥺👀👉👈 @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Bre-RO @Maddy-RO @Jess1-RO good news, I’ve been on Testosterone for almost a week now 🥰🥺 ive gotten so much more confident about myself 🥺🥰👉👈👀 I’m a very happy boy, lately 🥰 I’ve got amazing friends who have supported me a lot   The only thing that hurts Rn, is my ex from 2 years ago is trying to come back into my life, and change me back to being a girl, he said being trans is a choice, it’s not tho, but I’m not letting it get to me 🥺👀 ive got so much happening Rn that I’m very happy about myself 🥺🥰 ... View more

@Bre-RO @WheresMySquishy thank you.   It's making me, nervous as idk what to expect, but I'm extremely excited 🥰🥺 ... View more

Hey guys @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Maddy-RO @Jess1-RO @Andrea-RO  happy New year.   Anyways just an update, I started with a new mental health team 🥺 it's going good.   On the 20th, I start my transition, and on March 5th I'll be starting hormone blockers (Aka going thru boy puberty)   Anyways live is starting to become better for me, I feel more like myself now, and I've started loving myself now 🥰🥺 but mostly I have supportive friends, family and soon to be girlfriend (me And her are taking things extremely slow) and I'm happy with myself for the first time in a long time   Had a bit of a couple breakdowns, but I'm getting better. Anyways just thought I should pop in and give u guys an update ... View more

Heyo @scared01 @WheresMySquishy @Maddy-RO @Jess1-RO @Andrea-RO sorry that I haven't replied   So I figured out, that my boyfriend was trying to change me, I've been single for almost a month now, I've got 2 things coming up that, I'm excited about 😊😊 my birthday is in 26 days, and I have a gender clinic appointment in 28 days 😊😊 it's the beginning of a new life for me, at the appointment, I've been struggling with some things recently, but I'm getting better thanks to, my parents, and my 2 best friends, they are the most supportive ppl I could ask for   I was heartbroken when my ex dumped, me, but he wouldn't use my pronouns, he/him/his, and used she/her pronouns, and kept calling me baby girl, I'm a boy, and I always have felt like this, but on a bright note, my transition is finally starting to happen, Imma buy more boy clothes tomorrow, and start living the live I'm meant to 😊😊   Also, with my appointment being just 2 days after my 17th, it's one of the best birthday/Christmas presents I could ever ask for     I'm scared about the appointment but, my best friends, and my family are helping me thru the anxiety     But the main thing I'm struggling with is, sleeping I have a bad sleep pattern and I sleep all day, and then dont sleep of a night, I'm not sure why that is 😞 but I'm starting to love myself 😊 ... View more

@Maddy-RO thank you 😁 ... View more

@Maddy-RO I've thought about the transition a lot since I got a referral to see a gender clinic and, I'm just nervous as it involves needles, I hate needles, but I'm gonna start living my life how it's meant to be lived   Also, regarding the hate I'm getting, I'm not really sure how I feel about it, it's like I dont feel it anymore, but the good thing is that I have my boyfriend who supports me and makes sure I'm ok, he loves me very very much, he makes me very very happy too, but it's hard when I dont really trust professionals anymore since my last experience 😞 ... View more

@not-an-otter I have my boyfriend who supports me, but he's sleeping and I can't get any of my other friends to text me, as they won't (ever since I came out as trans  it's like I have a disease) it hurts as I only have one other person who I can talk to, but it's hard since he doesn't know how to help much 😞 ... View more

Hey everyone, I just recently came out as trans female to male, and I'm struggling with it a lot atm 😞 especially with hate that I keep getting ... View more

@WheresMySquishy  @Jess1-RO  @Andrea-RO hey sorry for the late reply   Firstly, I'm starting to feel more and more like myself again   Secondly, counseling was going good but then she changed, and pushed me to breaking point, so that I'm not sure if I got what I wanted to get help with   @Jess1-RO yes I'm ok, thanks to my bf he makes sure I'm ok everyday and he looks after me, he cares about me and we just celebrated our one week of being together today, he makes me extremely happy 🥰😻💞 it's like I'm a different person I got with him, I'm a lot more happier then before   Regarding my transition, I'm scared asf about going on it, and becoming who I wanna become, as one, I get told everyday I dont pass as a boy 😞 two, I get told to kill myself everyday, but I'm not letting it bother me since I'm getting stronger and stronger each day. But I'm gonna start taking the steps I need to do i can start the transition of becoming who I truly am meant to be🥰   Lastly I'm not sleeping very well since I started my antidepressants, and I'm not sure why ... View more

Hey @scared01  @WheresMySquishy  @MisoBear  @Bee  sorry about the late reply, I've been feeling better, I still wake up and have no energy, I'm doing better tho, and that's thanks to 6 Ppl and my family, and my counselor, but me and my couselor are working on, the issues that are going on, I lost my best friend😥 but tbh he wasn't really my best friend as he kept hurting me.   Me and my couselor are working on these things: Depression, anxiety, social anxiety, and ADHD recently, just found out, that I definently have Autism, and I have ADD, and me and my couselor are working on, me being trans.   So I'm a boy, but the pain I get with it is annoying, hopefully either next year or the year after I can finely start Testorone, and feel like a boy   But I'm doing better and that's thanks to someone special🥰😍☺️🥺 not gonna jinx it, so I'm not gonna talk about him   I finished my online course, now I gotta go to TAFE and do things with my life, I'm gonna study to become a Vet (been my dream since I was 3)   On the 15th of July, it was the worst day of my life, but then I met someone, and he saved me ... View more

Hey @WheresMySquishy @MisoBear I'm not ok anymore, I'm really struggling, been staying offline, and it dont help, I'm feeling trapped rn, and I'm scared 💔🥺😞😥😒🤕😭😔 I feel dead inside and, i see my counselor until Thursday, I'm struggling with my sexuality, I'm trans Female to Male, but I'm not sure if I like just boys, just girls, if I'm bi or if I like all genders, it's hard bcuz I'm scared about getting into a relationship again, my ex from a week or 2 weeks ago, broke me to much and to bad, I'm slowly giving up, I'm not enjoying anything I use to anymore, soon I'm going to see Toy Story 4 In the cinemas, and I'm worried, if I'm gonna enjoy it, it's hard to explain my feelings, most days I get up in the morning, eat breakfast then go back to sleep again, sleep is my only escape from this pain I'm in, I tried so hard and now I feel broken, I'm slowly losing more and more friends, I think I have about 2 ppl who care (besides my family) I'm lost in this cruel world, and I'm scared about getting thru this rough patch 😔😭🤕😒😥😞🥺💔 I'm tired of faking being happy, and getting up and putting a smile in my face, it's fake, everyone asks how I am and I say I'm fine, when truly I'm not, only one person knows, when u say I'm fine I'm truly not, and he gets busy, so I have no one to really talk to anymore💔🥺😞😥😒🤕😭😔 I'm barely eating anymore, and my best friend the one person who knows when I'm lying about being, fine is always worried about me not eating, and when I do eat, I barely do, it's worrying everyone 😔😭🤕😒😥😞🥺💔 ... View more

Hey @WheresMySquishy @Bee @MisoBear @Taylor-RO @Andrea-RO I haven't been on much, bcuz I was trying to hide how I was feeling 😞 tbh, I haven't been good, I've been sad😞🥺😭💔 Idk what to do anymore, it's like I'm stuck, and can't move forward, I just honestly dont know if I'm ever going to find the one person k wanna spend the rest of my life with 😞🥺😭💔 all I get is hey hurt, and now I'm so scared of getting hurt again 💔😭🥺😞😞🥺😭💔 ... View more

@MisoBear the stress of hiding that I was trans is no longer there, makes me feel better, and more me ... View more

@WheresMySquishy I recently came out of the closet as being a gay trans guy, so my pronouns are he/him, but I'm proud of who I am, and no body will change it 😊 ... View more

@Bee @WheresMySquishy hey guys, I didn't reply, bcuz I'm finally feeling like myself 😊 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy  I spoke to soon, he left me, just as u was falling asleep too 💔🥀💀 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy thx 😊😀😁 but the smile on my face is thx to my best friend/bf, he was the one person who i turned to when I needed to talk to someone, he stopped me from doing stupid things, and he has always supported meme no matter what happened, he was the first person I told that I felt more like a boy then a girl, and lately I've been looking muscular, and ppl have been using my pronouns, or calling me by my name   And the counselor is actually great, me and her talked for and hour, and I go see her again on the 11th of July ... View more

@WheresMySquishy @MisoBear @Taylor-RO @Andrea-RO @Bee @mspaceK the appointment on Monday went really good, and now I've finally figured out why, I'm not like most girls my age, it's bcuz since I was 5 I had been questioning my gender, now I'm identifying as a boy/girl, I'm happy now😊😁😀 but I really like my counselor, she's really nice, and helps honestly I shouldn't have been worried, I'm now called smiley bear lol, but that's thx to my best friend who recently turned into my bf 😊😁😀 I've known my best friend for a, while but now  can finally call him mine😊😁� ... View more

@Andrea-RO  @Taylor-RO  sorry about that, I wasn't paying attention when I put that in there, but I'm ok I promise I'm safe🙂    Yeah it's hurting me bcuz I love him alot, I also think I might lose anyway once I tell him I might be non-binary ☹💔 my heart hurts bad but u promised him I wouldn't cry, and if i felt sad I'll cuddle the bear I'm giving him 🙂☹💔 my friends are scared that I'm gonna delete fb, but I'm not gonna, but might take a break from everything   Monday is stressing me out, and Im scared about talking to them ☹ haven't talked to domeon like this for a while ☹   @Andrea-RO my parents know about what's going on and are trying to support me but I'm pushing ppl away ☹ i dont mean to push ppl away ☹💔 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy I heard from him, he'll get his phone back soon, I'm just r3ally struggling without talking to him  bcuz I really do love him😣 but as long as Ik I'm still Taken by him, then I'll be ok   Yeah it's hard atm but I'm gonna try and stay strong 😣💔 I'm numb, I dont feel any pain anymore, ppl keep leaving so I'm use to it now ... View more

@WheresMySquishy @MisoBear @Bee @mspaceK I give up with love 😭😪😥😫😖💔 idk anymore, I think  lost my bf today, bcuz of his aunt, he lost his phone bcuz I got him into trouble 😣😞😭😪😥😫😖💔 I've struggled all day without talking to him 😣😞😭😪😥😫😖💔 my heart hurts bad, and idk what to do. Every time I think I've found a guy who loves me I lose them😣😞😭😪😥😫😖💔 also think I found out why im struggling with thing   The appointment is on Monday, and I've been stressed out about it to, as they'll wanna know what goes on in my head all day everyday 😖💔 and the things that go on in my head ain't good things😣😞😭😪😥😫😖💔 ... View more

@Bee I'm scared about it😪💔 bcuz I ha grant been to see one for ages 💔😪 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy I just feel lost, but the good news is that on Monday I have my appointment to see professional hep ... View more

@WheresMySquishy  Not really, I made a new thread 🥺💔 I'll tag u in it, honestly I dont what way to turn to 💔 ... View more