Also I’m sad about it bcuz I had been friends with them for ages and they left me💔😭😩   i feel like something is wrong with me honestly ... View more

@Mcro @gina-RO @TOM-RO @ecla34 @letitgo @scared01    I had a good day today, spent time with my nephew, gave him his birthday presents, and he even called me Aunty which made me super happy.   This guy I’ve been talking to, actually did something I didn’t think he would do, but he did and it made me feel very special ☺️ No guys ever done this for me before, HE TURNED HIS GAME OFF AND TALKED TO ME☺️ Honestly I’m falling for him more and more everyday, I go to sleep with a smile on my face now, not a sad face. And that’s all thanks to this guy.   Honestly he’s not rushing things and taking it slow, he asked me today if I was ready for a relationship, and I said yes, so me and him are dating now. 🥰❤️😊☺️ ... View more

@Mcro I’m happy bcuz this guy makes me happy, and honestly he’s not rushing things, which I like, with everyone else I’ve been with except for one, they all rushed me.   And my mum cut my hair and did it for me, honestly I suit short hair, and my hair this colour, yesterday I brought permanent black, and just gotta wait for the rain to disappear to be able to put the permanent black in.   Honestly I don’t wanna sleep as I really enjoy talking to this guy, but he says I need sleep and that he’ll be their when I wake up, which is true ... View more

@gina-RO  3 hours of sleep ain’t enough for me, but it’s how much I get, but honestly Rn I feel happy, and that’s bcuz I found out some good things about a friend of mine, and also bcuz I started talking to this guy, and he likes me but he’s willing to take things slow as slow as I want to☺️☺️     And update about my job: I didn’t start working bcuz my boss was a bit rude and made me upset, so instead ima be doing a course, which I’m looking forward to be doing, I also died my hair, it’s orange at the top and black at the sides which looks cool ... View more

@TOM-RO  Thanks for the help, I’m not able to sleep a lot anymore and my best friend gets worried but I can have 3 hours sleep and get Thai an entire day would being sleepy ... View more

  @TOM-RO I hardly slept last night, I fell asleep and then woke up at 11:30pm and was up till 4am and just couldn’t sleep idk why but it’s been happening a lot lately. The reason I said I’m strong is bcuz that’s what my best friend says to me, when I tell him I wanna give up. But lately I just wanna be able to sleep properly   My first ever job was McDonald’s too, It was 2 years ago when I started working their but I had to leave as I moved away, and it was to far to travel.   With my friend, it’s how it happens with me, they become my friend and then they find out about something that they don’t like about me, and then they leave me, it’s been like it all my life, I can only relay on my best friend, he’s been my best friend for almost a year and, he’s the longest friend I had.   TBH I feel like the world is closing in on me, I struggle with my anxiety but now I can’t sleep and it’s gett to much ... View more

Today I’m grateful for my best friend and, my family ... View more

@TOM-RO  Ik every time I see my username I wanna get a McDonald’s cheeseburger too.   im safe tonight but I’m extremely upset and hurting badly, I WANT THIS PAIN TO END, but I’m strong and I’m gonna keep strong.   i can be happy but then something triggers my depression and I fall down again and back to being depressed.   abd u answered what kinda role it is when u mentioned McDonald’s, I’m looking forward to working there but I’m also scared as I haven’t worked for nearly 2 years😰😰 that’s wgats made me upset, and bcuz I found out a friend was only being my friend bcuz they felt ‘sorry for me’ ... View more

Update: my happiness has been short, I’m feeling sad, and lonely and I feel like I’m lost in the world, I feel like I lost myself and I can’t seem to find myself again, im struggling majorly Rn, and I can’t seem to be able to talk to anyone.   my best friend he’s got school and work, I’m scared as I start working on Monday, I’m afraid that I’m gonna be told to take my lip piercing out, I don’t wanna do that as it’s something I’ve wanted for a while. ... View more

@scared01 Thanks, but my mum tends to make the triggering things at the last minute so I don’t have to worry about it for long ... View more

@scared01 what I do to cope is, I just try and focus on the positives, that come after the triggering things, like for example I’m suppose to get bloods done for tests I need to do, and I’m focusing on the positives, I hate needles so if I worry about the needles I won’t get it done, another thing I do is sometimes I don’t concentrate on the triggering things, as I tend to overthink, I just concentrate on the things that are happening their and then not what’s in a few days ... View more

@ecla34  I feel like I’m starting to become more happier now, I think only reason I was depressed was bcuz of my negative friendships, bcuz since I got rid of them, I haven’t felt really sad, and it’s their problem their losing a good friend.     Honestly Rn I’m suppose to be sleeping but I woke up as I fell asleep with Netflix on lol, but I’m happy ... View more

@letitgo  I honestly don’t know, but on a better note i brought myself a Pansexual flag, and it’s on its way, I’ve been having a good day today, just about to sit down and watch Netflix, my favourite Show😊😊 honestly last night I didn’t have a bad night.     but this morning when I turned my phone on, it went bad but then it became good again, it was bad bcuz I have been getting a lot of haters, bcuz I’m not scared to admit what my sexuality is. ... View more

@gina-RO I’m feeling a bit better lately, since my best friend told me something, but if, I didn’t have him, I probably wouldn’t get outta bed, bcuz now I’m being told I’m not Pansexual     He said that he needs me around for he laughs I give him, and he can’t lose another friend, and he said that if I left him he would be sad, and he said my family would be too, so I’m not leaving ima try and keep my head up and #staystrong ... View more

@gina-RO I’m feeling a bit better lately, since my best friend told me something, but if, I didn’t have him, I probably wouldn’t get outta bed, bcuz now I’m being told I’m not Pansexual ... View more

@WheresMySquishy  I did eventually get to sleep, very late at night tho, and it wasn’t a good sleep, I kept having weird dreams and waking up.   i enjoyed spending time with my nephew, he made me smile he’s getting so big now, he called me Aunty so I was happy with that🙂🙂🙃🙃   Honestly, I’m feeling ok, but also sad as I’m anxious about things that are going bad in my life ... View more

@May_  I slept today, bcuz when I’m sleeping I have no problems, and everyone likes me, but I can’t speak to some off my friends in person as they don’t live in the same country, but it’s been hard, I have only had one friend who hasn’t stopped talking to me, honestly with how I’m feeling I’m feeling that I should just do what they want and date guys only....😰 I’m missing my friends so much     and I stayed safe today thanks to one friend constantly telling me that he’ll miss me, but it’s hard as I only have him.....I just wanna find one person to accept me and so I can call my own, as I’m really sad that I can’t call someone my own😰😰😭😭   and I’m trying to be open but it’s hard sometimes, especially when all u want to do is give up, but I have been coming on here and talking about it, and it’s helping a bit, but late at night my depression starts to take over😰😰 ... View more

@Taylor-RO I have tried explaining my sexuality to my friends but they don’t wanna hear it, they say I can msg them but when I do they don’t reply, honestly I’m starting to think I’m better of going back to having no one.     And yea I’m ok from that comment, but late at night bcuz of everything I’ve been going through, it makes me think that their right, I don’t belong in the world ... View more

@Taylor-RO my parents accept me for who I am, they wouldn’t care if I was a lesbian, but honestly I’m struggling with things Rn, and I have no one else besides my parents to talk to, it’s hurting as I need a friend to lean on, but I guess I never will have a friend, but that’s the story of my life with friends, they use and abuse me, but I knew I wasn’t straight for a few years just didn’t know how to tell my parents, I finally got the courage to tell them last year, and I was nervous as hell about it.     im never gonna find real friends, or happiness as the person I was crushing on, said that I was ugly and I should go hurt myself, I can’t find anyone anymore😭 ... View more

Well I was in a good headspace but now that I’m heading to sleep my depressing mood is back, Ima put my music on and try and fall asleep, I hope I can sleep ... View more

@letitgo thank u, I’m in a good headspace right now 🙃🙂 ... View more

@Jay-RO honestly I’m starting to see who really cares about me and it’s only my family and 1 friend, and yea I have been getting support from the thread I made, and no not really I don’t have anything special or different planned for the weekend other then spending time with my nephew🙂 which is awesome as I love him so much ... View more

@Taylor-RO well, I told them, that I was Pansexual, they were fine for a week and then they just suddenly stopped talking to me, one of my friends said that there parents don’t like them talking to someone who isn’t straight, and I came out to my parents last year that I wasn’t straight, it was hard to do but they support me, and they said as long as I’m happy they are, but my friends have went weird ever since I told them about me not being straight ... View more

@Mcro  It didn’t hurt at all, I didn’t even realise it was done, and it would be boring if the world was the same.     i have checked out the links, and they have helped me a little, and I do understand things a little better.     i haven’t got anything planned for the weekend, and hopefully I can get thru this struggle I’m having Rn, but it’s hard as I wanna find someone who understands.     and todays a good day for me, I went out for waffles this morning with a family friend, and enjoyed it, and then we went shopping and I brought 2 games for my PlayStation, but other then that, I’m still having weird thoughts....I’m trying to change that but it’s not working, I can’t stop thinking about things ... View more

@Ladybug thanks and my mum is really supportive, she helps me when I’m depressed, I try not to bring up my sexuality either but they ask me why I can’t jeep a guy anymore, I’ll try standing y’all, and I am nice but ppl just don’t see it, and my ex is jealous that I’m not huritng over him anymore, and yea I’m wanting support as I only just came out to them last year, I didn’t want them to see me differently, my family I mean ... View more

@May_  I do find it ok to talk to my family, but they don’t understand much about it, I’m not sure if I wanna be in a world where my friends hate me bcuz I’m not straight, I know that I am Pansexual as every one of my relationships (that always fail) I fall in love with there personality, and I lose everyone I date bcuz I’m to annoying, that’s what one of my exes said, I’m crushing on someone, he’s a transgender, but he’s not available he’s taken😒       @Mcro I’m doing ok I guess, I got my lip pierced today, so I did something for myself, but it’s late at night that I struggle the most, I go to sleep with my depressing songs playing, I relate to them a lot, and I’ll check out those links now, I’m honestly struggling with where I fit in the world, and I just wanna give up, but my mum promoted me to come on here and ask if youse could help ... View more

@WheresMySquishy  the reason I’m staying single is bcuz, I’ve been hurt 2 many times and I’m starting to just turn off the pain and I’m starting to just stop feeling, I’m scared that if I get to hurt I’m just gonna stop caring, and I’m gonna hurt everyone. Idk if I’m ever gonna find the right person as I’m shy, and I can’t make conversations like other ppl, bcuz my brain is different to everyone else’s, it’s underdeveloped ... View more

@Groovy_Popsicles I don’t go to school, I dropped out bcuz of bullying, so my parents are gonna take me to my gp and get a referral, honestly I was wanting help, but I didn’t wanna look like a wimp to my ‘so called’ friends, I listen to depressing songs, as that’s me most days but I’m hanging on and as long as I have my family I’ll be ok, I just wish I never I lost my friends when I told them that I was Pansexual, I thought they wouldn’t care, if I wasn’t straight I guess that they did ... View more