@scared01 @mspaceK @WheresMySquishy @Sunflower18  I’m happy, until he msgs me of a nighttime, bcuz he misses me and he can’t sleep, but I can sleep, he told me that it was always gonna happen bcuz I’m annoying, but I’m not annoying, and he pushed me into my crushes arms (not dating him yet) my crush treats me better then he ever did, and I knew we were going to break up bcuz of something he said to me, and my reply to it,  but I guess now I can be happy again ☺️ It hurts but not as much as my old relationships did, when they ended, my crush has made me happier, since me and him started talking, and yea I’m scared that I’m gonna be hurt again but, I guess I need to give it a chance and take things slow, I’m currently eating candy and watching Netflix 😂 but until he gets out off my life for good he’s always gonna harass me on Instagram, as he can’t get to me any other way 😂 ... View more

@missep I’m doing ok, and that’s the to my friends and my crush, my crush makes me extremely happy, my ex told me it was over 5 days before he ended it and it hurt to know he never even cared about me 😭💔, he cheated on me with one of my friends, and then I found out today that my best had a crush on my ex, so I told my best he could have my ex ... View more

@mspaceK @queenP  I’m ok after this break up, bcuz I have more friends then I did when I got with him, and honestly he tried hurting me, saying he’s glad that I left him, (even tho he did it not me) I had already shut off that pain switch, and I’m now getting to know this other person who keeps calling me cutie🥰 and he’s nice and sweet, but I’m not gonna rush into this, as my ex sis play a game a game on me last night, by asking if I missed him, I said yes then he said that he wants a new girlfriend 😭, it hurt I must admit, but I’m over the worse, I’m happy and I’m actually finally happier, as I knew the relationship was over, a week before he ended it😭 bcuz he was distant and he kept lying, but when he ended it, it did come as a shock😒 but I’m use to it now 😂😖😭 ... View more

@scared01 @queenP @WheresMySquishy @mspaceK  Well I’m now single😭😭💔💔🥴🥴 he ended it today, but I think we’re going to try and work it out, and stay friends for now 😪 it hurts as I really do love him, and I miss him, he misses me too, I’m broken 💔🥴 I’ve been crying all day, and I haven’t been able to sleep, and when broke up with me I was out with my family, and I cried it made me look weak😭💔😪 it hurts, bcuz I just want him back 😭💔😪     @queenP  I’m getting professional help, I just need to wait, until I get a quote, my mums gonna ring up some places tomorrow ... View more

  @WheresMySquishy   @mspaceK   @mrmusic   @scared01  im broken 💔🥺🥴 my boyfriend is breaking up with I can tell, 8  fucking hours  I heard from him and he treats me like shit, he ignores me, and bcuz I say something about it I get yelled at😭💔🥺🥴😕 I’m numb I can’t feel any feeling anymore, but he’s pushing me into someone else’s arms, and to make things worse he’s not listening to me and how I feel, he just puts his friends first🥴💔😭😪😕🤕 ... View more

@mspaceK @mrmusic @WheresMySquishy @Jay-RO @queenP I am struggling so much Rn 🥴, I’m emotionless I have no feelings Rn, and I’m hurting like crazy ... View more

@queenP  I’m great I guess 😪💔😭😥 (ok that was a lie), but I’m emotionless bcuz, I feel like I’m losing the one person who cares for me (apart from my family) but I’m trying my hardest to stay strong and not think I’m losing him, but I only have him and if u lose him im gonna hide away and not talk to anyone, if I lose him, I’ll need some time for myself and then I’ll be staying single forever ... View more

@Jay-RO Sorry that I didn’t reply, I just wasn’t myself these last couple days, and I feel emotionless 😐 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy @mspaceK @scared01 I think I might be losing the one person who I cared so much about 😭💔🥺 idk what to feel Rn, I feel like I’m never good enough for anyone 😭💔🥺 I can’t lose my boyfriend, I don’t want to lose him, hopefully I won’t be, hopefully it’s just bcuz he’s tired (seeing he didn’t go to sleep) and I’m wide awake atm, my phone was vibrating so much that it woke me up ... View more

@WheresMySquishy  His favourite song makes me cry, I can’t do anything, for him without crying, I just want him back 😭💔🥺 I miss him so much ... View more

@mrmusic Nope I’m having mood drops rn😭💔🥺 but I did have a great day, I miss my best friend who died 7 years ago it’s his birthday in 3 days 😭💔🥺 I want him back ... View more

@WheresMySquishy Thx and hopefully too, I’m super super happy Rn, I’ve been smiling all day😁😁😁😁😁 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy @mspaceK @Taylor-RO @scared01 Ive had the most amazing day ever 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 mine and my bfs 2nd month anniversary was today, I had ppl who are awesome start following me on Instagram and Facebook, and TikTok (idk if u guys know what that is) but one of my biggest idols started following me on TikTok 😆😆😆😆😆 I’m extremely happy and can’t sleep bcuz of it ... View more

@scared01 talking to someone face to face is gonna take 2 months ... View more

@Taylor-RO @scared01 it’s fine that I get the hate msgs, as I’ve had hate for 11 years now and it ain’t changing, I don’t think it’s ever gonna change 😭💔. They impact me a lot, as I do sometimes think the world will be better off without me in it, and I don’t go to school, I dropped out bcuz of being bullied, and now I’m doing a online course, with the coping, I honestly don’t know how I cope with them, I guess it’s to do with my boyfriend that I can cope, but when he’s not talking to me I can’t cope well, Ik one person wants me and my boyfriend to break up, they told me that I don’t deserve him, maybe I don’t deserve him😭 ... View more

@scared01  Honestly Rn I feel like I deserve the hate, bcuz they hate me so much😭💔 idk why I do get hate so much, it’s hard not to let it get to me, especially with me getting called a fuck boy last night😭 I laughed about that one, but tonight it’s getting to me ... View more

@scared01 Ok I’ll vent     ok so today I was having a good day, until 30-50 minutes ago, I got told to end my life, bcuz I’m a waste of space, I stopped listening to the hate, but they brought my boyfriend into it, and with what they said about him has made me mad and upset, Ik that their only jealous of mine and his relationship but calling him a fuck boy, and a cheater ain’t nice, he ain’t one of those, he’s only dating me, and Ik for sure he ain’t cheating ... View more

@mspaceK @WheresMySquishy @scared01 and everyone else, just a update, I’m back to being happy (I think anyway) but my boyfriend has made me happy, so I haven’t had to vent, but I do have to vent now 😭😩💔😞 ... View more

@mspaceK I wanna send him a paragraph, but I suck at writing paragraphs 😞🥺 normally I have someone who can help me, but I don’t have that person anymore😞😞 I was sleeping but then I had a nightmare 😞😞 ... View more

@mspaceK I’m laying here thinking that im better of with having no one, apart from my boyfriend and my family, at least those ppl won’t hurt me.     Im also, trying to think of what to send to my boyfriend in 4 days for mine and his 2nd month anniversary, I’m at a lost of what to send to him to make him understand that I’m glad he’s mine, (bcuz every other relationship only lasted a week to 3 weeks) I never had a relationship that lasted for almost 2 months, so im stressing out about that, and I’m also listening to the rain lol 😝 ... View more

@mspaceK @The avengers endgame is definitely pretty good. Sometimes it sucks being a twin bcuz I’m classed as the middle child, I have a older brother and younger sister, it’s annoying at times but without them I would be sad without them.     I figured out why there sending me the hate msgs, it’s bcuz I can’t do anything about it bcuz my brain don’t function well, and they think it’s funny to hate on me, my mum & dad also said that, there only hating on me bcuz there jealous to see me happy, I’m always gonna be happy, but I’ve been getting hate for a while ever since I came out to my friends that I wasn’t straight and that I like all genders, they think it’s gunny to hate on me, bcuz I don’t fight back, but sometimes at times I do fight back and I get more upset about it and then I can’t calm down bcuz of it 😭 ... View more

@WheresMySquishy @scared01 @mspaceK So I had an amazing day today with my twin sister, we went to the movies and watched The Avengers: Endgame, and had fun, but as soon as I got out of the movies I, checked my phone and I had a really mean msg saying that I should kill myself, I’m starting to get use to the msgs, i guess it’s always gonna be in my life from now on😭 it’s never gonna change so I have to live with it😭 but I haven’t let it get to me much, except for tonight, I’m laying in bed thinking why I get the hate, I’ve figured out why i do ... View more

@WheresMySquishy I’ve been with him for almost 2 months in 4 days it’ll be 2 months 😊😊 he is very caring about me and I can’t believe that I’m able to call him mine, he makes me extremely happy, and I love him with all my heart, (I’ve never loved a guy as much as I do with this one) i think my biggest fear Rn is that he’s gonna lose interest in me, like every guy has ... View more

@WheresMySquishy I felt happy yesterday and today, I’m too excited about something my boyfriend said to go to sleep Rn ☺️☺️ He stayed up, almost all night for him to talk to me even tho I told him multiple times to go to bed, he wouldn’t, but I’m happy with what he said to me ☺️☺️🥰🥰 and excited ... View more

@mspaceK @dncinginthedirt @scared01 I eventually passed out, only to be woken up at 12am by my stupid friend, but today I’m really really happy, and I’m excited about something my boyfriend said to me 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 ... View more

@scared01 I have no idea, I think I’m starting to, get to use to my nighttime tablets and I think it might be time for a change of medication ... View more

@mspaceK @scared01 I wanna sleep, but I can’t, I’ve had my nighttime tablet but I can’t switch my brain off so I can, I just keep thinking things over and over, I haven’t had a proper nights sleep for 2 weeks 🤕 ... View more

@scared01 I’m happy Rn, Idk why I am but im happy, I’m laying in bed watching the fuller house and, being happy 😁 ... View more

@mspaceK @scared01 @gina-RO And everyone else, I’ve had a great day today, my boyfriend made me happy, and he told me that he sees a future with me (first guy to say that) I also told him today that, he was the boy of my dreams, then he made me blush bcuz he told me I was the girl of his dreams 🥰☺️ He still gives me butterflies like the very first time I talked to him ☺️🥰     Honestly I think I’m gonna get thru this with his support, my family’s, and ur support at RO, I’m still gonna be seeing a professional tho ... View more

@mspaceK Thx, I do sorta understand that if I don’t seek help now I could lose everything and it scares me, my brain might not work the same way as others, but I do understand things once it’s explained over and over again, it’s hard being a 16 year old who is behind in her peers, it’s like my brain functions, at a 14 year old brain instead of a 16 year olds, I’m missing my best friend (who died 7 years ago) I need him Rn💔💔😭😭 but I’ll never see him again, he was the only one I could trust and he’s gone, he wasn’t just my best friend, he was like a brother to me, and I thought me and him would be together forever, I guess that was never meant to be the case💔💔😭😭     What hurts the most is that I get into trouble for nothing, from this other friend he, randomly msged me today and went off at me, I almost lost it and broke my phone cos of what he was saying, I figured out what was wrong with him he ain’t sleeping and he’s mentally exhausted, but I have it worse as he has more support then I do from his friends ... View more