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Zeldasmile
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15-04-2018
09-12-2018
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07-12-2018
11:35 PM
1: have a machine do it for you 2: hire a slave to blow bubbles for you 3: actually blow the bubbles (with your mouth) 4: just CGI some Bubbles into the scene 5: close your eyes and imagine bubbles 5 ways to anger a roommate
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07-12-2018
10:44 PM
1 Kudo
Thanks @Erin-RO. I'm currently on talking to lifeline instead and its going well so far
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06-12-2018
10:20 PM
1 Kudo
@ecla34 is actually a parrot in disguise who serves the lizard overlords
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06-12-2018
08:03 PM
Whoa okay lots of people. sorry I haven't been on in à few days, I'll go through each message now and give a long winded reply. So no I haven't really practiced self care techniques because I really don't get the point and find that it hasn't helped me. I'll hopefully do cricket and soccer in à club next year but I don't know. I'm not really great at sports and find that people are really negative and take a lot of their cynical stance in the fact that they've been playing for years and think that makes them oh so special and means they can be dickheads. I used to read a lot but until my mum has paid for my glasses and I actually get them, I won't really be able to do that. I enjoy playing games though, but they can be really expensive. I don't feel comfortable with the idea of a counsellor because then I actually have to talk about my problems and people at school and teachers and it makes me feel panicky and stressed and I really don't like the idea of having to admit to people who actually matter and have an effect on my life that there is something wrong. I live in a small country town, lgbtqia+ people aren't really accepted and there are lots of hardcore religious people who would want to smite me. I might contact khl or eheadspace sometime. I don't know.
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02-12-2018
05:39 PM
Thanks @TOM-RO and @Megu. I'll reply more later, but I'm not having any suicidal thoughts at this very moment. I have to go out soon, but I will come back.
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02-12-2018
11:31 PM
Hey guys I don't know if you remember me I haven't been around a lot lately. I'm fucking sick of everything. Sexuality, gender, friends, thoughts, family. I'm sick of being the way I am I wish I could just be normal and fit in and not feel disgusted with myself. I'm sick of being bi. I love it but I'm sick of hiding. My mum's a homophobic piece of crap hypocrite who sees no wrong in anything she does and will quickly brush off anything as someone else's fault and just suddenly not remember it. I'm sick of going home and being tormented and messed with and treated like shit and going to school and being treated again like shit. I don't have any safe spaces. I almost didn't make this post. I rolled over on my bed and laid in a puddle of self pity and self hatred. But I decided that I would do something so that's a positive. I'm sick of feeling like I can't be myself without hurting other people. I'm sick of my body. I just need to lose weight and maybe I'll look better. But I can't get rid of my fucking chest now can i. I'm shit at making friends. I have one person who I'm way too clingy with and constantly stupid and bitchy even though he means the world to me and I'd be dead without him. I've considered suicide. I haven't self harmed in a few weeks but I almost did this morning. I had the *equipment* ready to go. But I ran out of time in the shower so I couldnt. I'm sick of being yelled at for no reason. I'm sick of fucking everything and I want to die. I wish I was just a normal kid. A mum, a dad, a sibling or two. Friends and not a care in the world. I'm sick of people expecting me to be so much better than I am. Fuck everything. I started appointments with eheadspace. Then I missed one and could never be bothered to go back. I've only got two weeks left of school this year so there's no point in seeing the counsellor. I'm sick of being à disappointment. I'm just fucking sick of everything. Why do I have to be *that* kid. Everyone seems to think I know what I'm doing but I just don't. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep at night. I can't anymore, I have a room mate now. Sorry for the rant I'm just, as previously mentioned, sick of everything.
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05-10-2018
07:39 PM
3 Kudos
Thanks @Bee and @scared01. I can't express in words how much has been going on and how much it means to me even when you just make a quick reply. Thanks again, Zelda :)
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04-10-2018
02:31 PM
4 Kudos
@DruidChild, it's a good thing you made this post, okay? ReachOut exists to help people, and if you need more help with coping than other people, that's okay. It's okay to be different like that. It's very understandable that you're angry with everything, life's a load of shit and people will say to accept it, but some things just can't be accepted and that's okay. Don't feel like you're under pressure to stop being you. Sometimes it is rational to be angry with life and everything going on, and that's just the way things are. Some things will happen that we can't stop, and I'm not saying that you need to fully accept those things, but just understand that things will happen beyond your control. Its good to be angry sometimes. Its better to accept that bad things happen and will continue to happen than to live in a fantasy world where everything will get better. I don't know if I've really communicated my message well here, but I just want to say, as a final message, that life's crappy and its okay to be angry. Sincerely and yes this has aimed to be a heartfelt message, Zelda
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