@Taylor-RO she lives in england though and i don’t know her parents. i will contact khl later anyways. ... View more

im not good enough.  my friend is suicidal and i can’t do anything, ive tried. now she’s offline. im nothing and worthless ... View more

i understand that as well @TOM-RO but is the a reason why different people use it ? sorry i sound so stupid im just curious how there isn’t 1 person hahahha ... View more

@annabethxchase @mrmusic i do understand but how come there isn’t 1 person who uses it ? how come it changes ? ... View more

@TOM-RO im not really sure, just talking !   ok so im finally asking this question but how come different people use @TOM-RO‘s like it confuses me ? ... View more

@annabethxchase ive already felt very suicidal today and she’s making me feel worse. ive tried everything ! chocolate, gilmore girls, distraction box, playing with animals and pizza ! fmlll    @mrmusic not really sure. just want to talk to someone :) ... View more

@annabethxchase aw thanks, mums in such a horrible mood she got pizza again ! it’s weird   @TOM-RO since mums in an awful mood and i can’t try and take my life unfortunately so i am stuck safe :/ i can’t do this anymore  ... View more

hey, is anyone around tonight ? i know ive been on a lot recently but im just having such a hard time atm. ive tried everything to distract myself but suicide is still on my mind. ... View more

@gina-RO it’s really complicated since her parents are going to the gym and then out for dinner. but mum needs come get me before the storm ergh so complicated!! my friend also lives far away for me.    thank you - you made me smile :) and of course ill give them some cuddles !! i have the most adorable picture of one of kittens Loki on my back when i was lying down hehe   ... View more

@gina-RO there is 2 and they are super cute :)    i don’t know, can it just stop ? trying to get my mum pick me up earlier. i just feel so shit   @annabethxchase im safe now unless...sorry just getting ideas but yes i am safe since im at my friends.  ... View more

i cant talk her. i just want this to be over  ... View more

playing with the adorable kittens but i just feel like shit. i love my friend but i just need to go sleep or end my life ... View more

thanks   @annabethxchase   things have dropped so much now and im stuck with my friend till one 8 due to the coming storm ... View more

dear RO community, im so so sorry that im always so negative and a burden. im sorry that i always want to die and i can never go 1 day without being okay. im sorry im never okay. im sorry for everything. ... View more

@gina-RO ive waited for over a week to send this and i just want to send it now. im not entirely sure what i want to happen i just want to tell them how it’s making me feel. ... View more

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thank you  i bought more dangerous stuff that @Jay-RO told me to throw out yesterday but i didn’t. i am safe today, don’t worry.    is this okay to send to my head of year, im not sure but im still really upset about everything :( im scared she’s going to email my Mum.    Hi ..., For a while i wasn’t sure if I wanted to send an email or not but this is about how you and the school handled everything. I’m not meaning to make this an angry email or anything I just want to explain my point of view.   The whole bracelet situation was not at all handled correctly. Yes I know i was in the wrong but for a girl who is trying to take her life this is my way of fighting the urge. So I decided to steal instead of end my life. In the next coming years they’ll probably be a lot going on for me which may involve the school - im not sure but i really want to help you understand how to best support me. For someone who doesn’t want to be here putting me down makes me a lot worse rather than supporting me through this. The day you and Mr .... told me that I had a Friday detention actually made things a lot worse. That really threw me.   Since the apology I’m now being bribed with candy by Mr .... It just upsets me that’s how you guys think doing the right thing for me when it isn’t. It’s so hard for me to even get out of bed in the morning, school should be happy place but it isn’t. I use to love school and now everyone is just horrible including teachers. It’s an effort for me to just to come to school. Every time I walk past you and especially Mr ... I’m just reminded of everything and constantly bribed. That’s not how things work ! I would so much rather you guys leave me alone instead of asking how i am.    I hate it because teachers all give me the look of there’s the suicidal girl. In .... week I wasn’t even allowed to go to the bathroom by myself. I know you guys are trying to keep me safe but just how everything is being handled really upsets me. Sorry I’m just still upset about this and I just want to explain my point of view since I never did. I’m sorry if this was triggering, or turned into an angry/rude email, i have really tried to make this email as nice as possible.   Thanks ....   ... View more

im not cat person either but some are cute ! ... View more

that’s so good to hear :) i can just tell how people write and i can pick up on how they are feeling. ... View more

@annabethxchase i use have muscles and everything haha now im just lazy and have lost my strength but still manage to do alright :) ... View more

yeah i was going to say that. i can pick up on your mood when you are distressed and you just sound so much happier :) he really makes a difference if he’s around or not ! ... View more

haha everytime im on the phone to my khl counsellor she always like to make it known she’s around !!   delilah is a grey tabby  :) ... View more

ahh yayy that’s so good he’s away !! @annabethxchase ... View more

ive had quite a few bad counsellors and they have been so horrible to me that’s why i like to stick to my khl counsellor. @annabethxchase oh god burpees ew. whenever we do strength, as much as it’s my enemy im actually really good and it. my friends legit die after doing 1 burpee or push up etc. ... View more

i have a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel mixed with Poodle which is a Cavoodle. this cute pup is called maggie who is 2.5 years old and i love her so so so much !!! she is crazy and can never get enough attention.    i also have a cat called delilah and she’s real cute but scared of me ! i haven’t seen her since last christmas but ive heard she’s becoming a bit crazy now !   ... View more

how are you sweets ?   @annabethxchase thinking of you xx ... View more

@annabethxchase thanks it went well i guess and the person was really supportive and a good listener :) i also got rips (blood blisters on your palms) last night at gym and my hands are so sore now !  ... View more

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