@Sophia-RO thanks, just exhausted ... View more

@Taylor-RO things are just tough in our house right now ... View more

Having a rough day today ... View more

1. Last night I was a little wound up before bed so decided to get out the guitar and sit in the garage instead of watching tv before going to bed, it’s been a long time since I did that  2. Breakfast this morning I had oats for the first time in I can’t even remember they were pretty yum  3. Slow cooker on with some chicken today  ... View more

Just me and the little man at home while she is with her family, no work for me, so just hanging out trying to keep busy @Janine-RO ... View more

For sure @Janine-RO my partner has a close family member in intensive care right now so trying to find a little light in each day ... View more

Its really hard to find the positives right now it feels impossible but I have to do this because it might help    1. went fishing at the river yesterday to try and keep us busy and distracted, caught nothing but got out of the house 2. The sun is shining today  3. We went out for a run this morning  ... View more

Proud of coping ok and getting through a pretty awful weekend for our family, time to fall in a heap 😴  ... View more

Yeah that probably won’t ... View more

But that’s just lifE ... View more

@Taylor-RO There wasn’t much, just them saying they may look at options for me to continue fee paying but with someone else, but they didn’t really seem sure about that and again I don’t have $100 to fork out each time. We’re really lucky we have that just near us only a short stroll down the street but it is nice to actually get out of the area and go for a drive every now and then, take some snacks, go on an adventure. Yeah she will be working from home until at least October at this stage and that could be pushed back and imagine a staggered return could take months so by the time she is back our little one will be at kinder next year so won’t be as big of a deal. But yes just finding it a bit hard in our house right now, none of us have been sleeping very well, I’m already exhausted from just being me, and then being woken up 15 times during the night. I think I could handle this normal stuff if i wasn’t exhausted but the I want a banana no I don’t like bananas, now I want a banana tantrum classic 2 year old stuff is more exhausting and head aching than ever, doesn’t help that the act of going in the car causes a meltdown for reasons we are yet to know. I’m just really really tired. ... View more

@Maddy-RO no it was through the the Medicare rebate system like all the others but my psych had to apply for it on my behalf, it was extra funding or something they had, they don’t do it very often but i was fairly hesistant about ending while sessions were on the phone so that was one way to drag it out without me going without for months, still ended on the phone though We’re going well, I took the day off today and we went for a walk to a nature reserve a little while away from us. fair to say we are having our challenges with him at the moment but that’s just perks of a 2 year old hey ... View more

Yes that’s why @Maddy-RO plus a couple extra phone ones they were able to give me ever so kindly... 🙄 ... View more

Nah cause that will cost money I do not have @Andrea-RO ... View more

Thanks but no thanks ... View more

I usually can but in this instance I couldn’t @Maddy-RO and it’s over now no more help for me that’s all they can give me ... View more

@Maddy-RO that was my last session ... View more

Well no because that was end that was my last session with them ... View more

Not coping well right now  the unfair and unfortunate end of my psych support having to be on the phone where I cant find a quiet alone space Probably didn’t fuckikg help how come I can do everything (apart from gather in a group of 11 for god sake) but I can’t get help for my mental health absolutely fucking useless  ... View more

@Sophia-RO No ... View more

No forget it just wish I was never born ... View more

Just not having a good day I do stupid fucking things too and that never helps ... View more

Shit day fucking hell I am an idiot  ... View more

So tired ... View more

1. Coffee 2. Strong coffee 3. My local cafe I can’t believe I never used to like this liquid gold  ... View more

I’m proud of submitting an application for something, although a couple of business days late it was acknowledged and accepted as being submitted ... View more

1. My partner had her birthday yesterday, so we had all of her family over for lunch and afternoon tea. It was really nice and my mentors came too but just for the lunch part. So nice to have us all on in the same room again (and then get news as of tonight we can’t do it for at least another 3 weeks thanks to people who can’t do the right thing and deliberately go out knowing they have COVID19😡). 2. My partner is about finish her study which is HUGE POSITIVE because she works so bloody hard, so I took small human out for the day so she could get her final assessments done and I think I wore him out. 3. Getting the fire going again tonight and put my Spotify on one of those daily mix playlists and found a new song I really like. ... View more

@peppermintpeony he is by far the highlight of my life and has taught me so much not just about dinosaurs or flamingos either! ... View more

@Sophia-RO still up trying to get this done ... View more

uh definitely not right now ... View more