Hey @musicfan_xo! I haven't spoken to you in a while! I'm going pretty good, but we'll see when school goes back. I'm not entirely happy with some of my new teachers, but I'm sure they're amazing... :| How are you going? Its been a while! :) ... View more

@WheresMySquishy yeah, I loved both days. :D Thank you, I actually can't wait, and its only 10 more days! :D I'm so excited! ... View more

@lost_Space_Explorer5 Yeah, I'm excited because I actually said to her, "You have to let me fly out of the nest at some point, I am going to be 16 soon". She agreed when I said that lol. :D Yeah, the beach was good, except for the fainting, but it was really cool in the shade and in the water. I even tried gelato for the first time! It was delicious :P Yeah, fingers crossed. But I'm pretty sure that they won't find anything. :| Yup, peace and quiet is so good for me. Lol, my mum and dad all want the same, but they've accepted that they've had too many kids for that lol. ... View more

@Taylor-RO yeah... I hope I can get the diagnosis I need, but I kind of need it ASAP. If I don't get it before the middle of the year, I'm going to go into a very self-destructive state, and then I'll be forced to stay home from school by the principle because my GO will tell him and that will bring my self-esteem down even further because I've put the GO's job at risk. But yes, when I finally get diagnosed, it shouldn't get that far. Hopefully... Yes, I've done some fun things on the holidays. But its gotten quite boring, so I have extreme cabin fever lol. But I have organised to have a violin lesson with my old teacher, who is technically not my teacher anymore, but she wanted to keep giving me the occasional lesson. She's working somewhere else now, and my school is finally getting a strings teacher, so its pretty good. :) That sounds fun, did you go on the DC Hyper coaster? My sister did by herself, and she loved it. She's only 14, I will add, and she's the only one that enjoys high thrill rides. I'm glad she got to go on it though, it looks like we aren't going anywhere anytime soon with my dad's ankle being frustrating. He's got a lot of problems with it, but there's too many to list so I won't list them lol. Yeah, but its fun watching everyone else, and the occasional run where no one screams. That was funny to watch! I quite like Wet 'n' Wild, mainly because it has a lot of calm rides I can do. I actually like fast rides, I just can't do heights or going upside down. *sigh* Yup! I can't do pastels though, because of my natural hair colour. It's naturally a dark blonde - light brown, so the colours that are bright always show a bit dimmer in my hair. :) ... View more

Definitely travel Australia. I can't stand going on a plane, but I much prefer to go on one around Australia than have to go around the world. I also have a weird fear of germs in other countries, and of what could happen to me. :| Would You Rather have a bunch of already house-trained pets, or train them yourself? ... View more

@lost_Space_Explorer5 It's all good, I haven't been on much. :) I'm going good, I went to the beach yesterday, and it was better than normal. I don't exactly like the beach, but I went with some youth group kids, and it was pretty good. Except that I fainted multiple times on the car ride home. I also went to the city with a few friends, without an adult! My mum was hesitant at first, but she also realised that she needed to let me fly from the nest at some point. I am literally 15 and 4 1/2 months, so she let me. It was a good trip, too. We went bowling and walked around a lot. it was amazing! Yeah, I definitely don't have any of the teachers I had last year that were mean, at least not this semester. I might next semester, but we'll cross that bridge when we get there. At least I hope so, because I have a different Maths teacher, and she may or may not be crabby... I've never had her before, so I'm not sure what to expect. Actually, maybe I have. I'm pretty sure she was a relief teacher at some point for one of my classes. She wasn't too bad. :) Yup, it is awesome! It is definitely noisy here... it's mainly my littlest siblings, because they don't know how to behave. But school goes back soon, so its not much longer and I'll get to have peace and quiet wherever I can. :) ... View more

@Sophia-RO yeah... It looks like I won't be getting in anytime soon. My mum is trying so hard, but they're all busy and unable to take anymore clients. I'm currently on the waiting list, and who knows how long those will be.... Not to mention how much money it will be. I've seen an estimate, and its quite a lot. I'm not sure I could request the support that I need, its more that the GO and learning support staff will be able to do more for me. Instead of just saying that I have to "just get over it". When I get this diagnosis, maybe, just maybe, they won't tell me this and that I need ongoing support with my learning. I'm also trying to get diagnosed with anxiety or some sort of depression, but I'm not sure that will happen... Yeah, the new physical symptoms suck, but they haven't really been happening much lately. I've been having normal episodes after camp, so I don't know what's wrong there. Oh well, we'll see what happens. Movie world is only good if you want to do all the high thrill stuff, and watch the shows. Even then, it's not the greatest for people who literally cannot do high thrill... I can't, it will make me pass out. I just can't do thrill rides at all. I can do the roadrunner in the kids section, but even that's embarrassing without a little sibling with me. I might try and find out if I could become one of the characters who do shows and stuff... That would be fun, and entertaining the people would be even more fun.:) Apart from all that, is was fun. Yeah, I love dying my hair! I won't be able to do it in year 12, but I can any other time (except during school of course)! I have dyed my hair other colours in the past, so yes, I would. I've done Bright pink, bright blue, bright purple, a mix of those three colours, bright red, and I've also done what was supposed to be a bright-ish teal/turquoise, but it turned out more green. It still looked good, so I didn't mind. The dye in my hair has finally come out, with just a slight maroon tinge in the ends of my plaits. I'm just glad its gone now, because I didn't want to dye my hair brown! that would just ruin my natural hair colour! :D ... View more

If it means keeping my current ability to write, then draw/paint better. I am good at art, but I know that I could do a lot better if I knew how. Would You Rather be mute (unable to speak), or be the loudest person on earth? ... View more

Day 1: Do a face mask, seeing as I bought them ages ago and still haven't done them Day 2: Record my voice, to see how good I sound, and learn what I really sound like... 0.0 Day 3: Possibly make a song cover, to cure my boredom. Once that is done, I will share it with people who need some lovely sound. Day 4: Learn how to sand furniture, then paint it, and sell it. :) Not exactly self care, but it makes me feel good. :) ... View more

@Bananatime04 you're welcome I'm okay, just a bit tired and my health playing up a bit. Apart from that, I'm great, its just my supporting skills are a little rusty. I haven't been online much either lol. :D ... View more

Aww, @Bananatime04 I'm so sorry that all of this has happened... I'm not very good at supporting at the moment, but I'm here for you. We love you here, Bananatime04. ... View more

Aww man! I missed it again! I'll have to answer the questions later though! :D ... View more

Depends on what kind of vegetable... If it's roast broccoli with Lots of garlic, then Vegetables. But if not, then definitely fruits! Phone, or Computer? ... View more

@Taylor-RO Yeah, but everyone keeps telling me to move on from it and find help... so I guess I have to do that. Even if the other 2 Guidance Officers I've already seen have also left me feeling a bit worthless and "fussy" when it comes to finding more help. They all just say, "But it was only one experience! Not everyone clicks straight away! Just try again, you'll find someone else!" But they don't understand that I can't do that. Not everyone is able to suddenly make new bonds after just having one of the bonds of a support that could have been good. That psych was nice, but she wasn't exactly helping me very much either... Then there's the KHL and eHeadspace etc. They weren't helpful to me either... I do hope that it will be better though, especially if I see a therapist that does art, music, or puppy therapy. Hopefully that will make things easier. Or if I get an ASD diagnosis, then even that will make me feel a bit better about getting support at school. It IS the schoolwork stress that makes me get depressed, so if I have better help with schoolwork, maybe I won't have this problem. *sigh* Its so much money and time taken away from everyone though... I just feel like I'm a waste of time, if no one gets me the help I need... Yeah... it is... but I'm not exactly fed up with it, I'm just used to it now. Except for the new twitching thing, because that isn't normal for me. But I know it's normal for people to have a twitch when they faint, but because I've never had it before, my gp has referred me to a neurologist. The first episode I had, that had twitches, I was told actually looked more like muscle spasms... So I could potentially have had a seizure the first time, but I felt fine afterwards, do I didn't get sent home from camp because of it. It's more worrying and sometimes frustrating, then I am fed up with it. It's a part of my life now, so I better get used to hospital trips and appointments... -_- I do hate sitting out of activities that I love, especially basketball and any sport I know I'm good at, but it IS for the best, so I'm used to it. Yeah, I hope I don't have to wait too long either. I just want to get the test over and done with, because they're not likely to find anything unless I have an episode during the test. Which isn't likely considering it only happens at home or at school related things.... And it sounds a little scary too... :| I went to Movie world yesterday, which was fun. My feet are a little sore still, but it was awesome! I've been many times already, but it was fun, nonetheless. I am only a little disappointed, because I never got to have a photo with Harley Quinn and the Joker... they were literally right there, and then Harley decided to start a game of Tag with the Joker and run off... They came back when I was buying food for dinner, so I missed them again... But oh well, I'll find them again sometime! I have a VIP pass, allowing me to go anytime I want too. :) Apart from that, I'll probably go to Wet 'n' Wild, and then do some other things with my friends if I can. :) I also forgot to mention, I dyed my hair PURPLE! I did the day I got back from camp, and it looked so good, but now its started fading. But its okay, it was a really strong dye! I even dyed the shower and everything I touched for a week after I did it... :D Its okay though, I cleaned it up. I'll post a pic later on today! ... View more

Basketball, but I do love both sports. Basketball just happens to be better, ever so slightly! Touch Football or AFL? (Idk if there's a difference lol) ... View more

@lost_Space_Explorer5 yeah... It's only been 3 though, of the 7 I've had this year. And I'm only guaranteed to have at least 1 of those 3 next year, so that's okay with me. And it'll be for business, so I think I'll be able to cope with that. Just a semester. 20 weeks... :| Yup! I hate cabin fever, but I can't help that I love to be out of the house all the time. I much prefer to be around my friends, but only because they don't ask too much about everything. Nor do they make lots of noise like younger siblings do... So much fighting and yelling! *eye roll* ... View more

Hey @Taylor-RO! Yeah... I hope they're going to be good, because I won't cope with anything, if they leave the business or if they mistreat me. My last psych went on maternity leave, then the business shut down while she was on leave. I never saw her after that... Hence my hesitance about going to see others. And no, I'm not really looking forward to it, but it should help with my senior years. I hope... Yeah, I've had many flare-ups this year. Last year I only had 5 episodes over the course of the year, whereas this year, I've had over 20... So yeah, I hope I can get fitted in somewhere. It is extremely challenging, especially when I can't do some of the activities I so desperately wanted to do in HPE and on camp. But I was forced to sit out, and it's probably better for me that I did. I'm grateful for that teacher and my bestie for making me sit out. And always being there for me when I have an episode. I wish I knew how long I had to wait for, but I think it will be within the next few months. :) ... View more

Can I change it to staying in the present? I'm quite fine with my current place in time.... One, the past is traumatic, and two, I hate thinking of what horrors the future may hold... Would You Rather sleep upside down for the rest of your life, or spin around with every step you take? ... View more

True, but I barely have time to do it very often... Maybe now that I'm on holidays, I can! :D The Person Below Me likes Pavlova... ... View more

Depends on if you mean to drink, or to swim in... if I'm drinking it, Cold, otherwise room temperature. :) :D or :)? ... View more

Lol, I found them all @lost_Space_Explorer5! :D ... View more

Kakadu ... View more

Kmart Everlast Slides! Name the first vine you can think of ... View more

I should be drinking more water, but its also christmas, so soft drink! ... View more

Fundraising ... View more

@lost_Space_Explorer5 Lol! :D That's fair enough, and it definitely makes sense! ... View more

Aww, thank you to whoever nominated me! Definitely needed some encouragement! (@Lost_Space_Explorer5, was that you... ) Congrats to everyone! Merry Christmas! :D ... View more

@lost_Space_Explorer5 Yeah, that’s how I am with the teachers who cared more. I guess there are still some that I despise, because they act indecent towards me, and only me. Which is absolute bias, and complete bullshit. But that’s how life works, so I guess it doesn’t matter much to anyone who can make a difference, and make my school life much more easy... Most of my teachers like me as a student though, so I’m okay with them. :) Yeah, 4 siblings is kinda noisy, but its okay sometimes. But it is the reason why I hate holidays, and being at home all the time. There’s just too many people around, and one of my siblings just hates me, so I prefer to be away from everyone because of it. I think it’s biology? Otherwise it’s just body science lol. And yeah, it is pretty interesting! Scary, but interesting! :D Yeah, I’m glad too. It’s about time that I go under examination from professionals. I was discharged from the cardiologist around the start of this year, but my episodes became more of a problem throughout the year. Ended up in 2 hospital trips, and a third and fourth should have been made at some point... :| Yeah, I figured they would be, but I still hope that the list gets shorter soon. I really really need that diagnosis... ASAP. :| Yup! And thankfully, this year is nearly over! :D Lol, I always overdo it in HPE and Interschool sport because of how competitive I am... I’m getting better at making myself sit out, but I still do overdo it quite frequently... ... View more

@Sophia-RO yeah! I hope things are better when I get back to school too... I don’t really have anyone, because they either have a duty of care, or they just don’t click with me the way I need. Which is hard, because I need people to click with me before I can actually get some good support. Not even my GO is very good at that... And I thought she was better than the one at my last school... *sigh* The wait times are definitely bad, but I hope space opens up soon. I really need the diagnosis, in order to get better help at school. If I don’t, I’ll struggle a lot with my last 2 years of school... Yeah, I can’t wait to get started! I will, if it doesn’t rain... :| ... View more

@lost_Space_Explorer5 Yeah, and she's also one of my favourite teachers, so I couldn't hold it against her. She was also a little edgy on the slide part, and I don't blame her. It was pretty steep! Haha, I wouldn't blame you for doing that either, but it definitely depends on the relationship you have with that teacher. I get pretty attached to the teachers who have been around to help me manage my condition and my mental health stuff. :) And I despise the teachers who don't know how to teach me or control a class, and especially the ones who talk about me behind my back! Just because I can't help but be high maintenance, they go and talk about me when I leave the room... Good thing I won't have that teacher next year, she only teaches junior school! Stupid Miss N... (This isn't the teacher on camp though, lol) Haha, that's understandable, I don't think anyone would fall for my faking either. Except in that situation, I would probably feel dizzy and then faint anyway...but then again, that's just me. Yeah, it wasn't the greatest... but we're all better now, so thats good! Just in time for christmas lol! :smilelol: I have 4 younger siblings, me being the eldest. Its a lot, especially when you add in my 2 parents and my fur sibling, Nala my dog. But they're okay, on occasion... :| Yeah, the twitching was scary. I keep rewatching the video footage, but I can't seem to stop. Its so fascinating, but also very wrong. Its not normal, that's for sure. But at least the referral confirmation letter came through today, saying that I am waiting for an appointment to be available to see a neurologist. Its taken a while, and 2 referrals, but it's finally been accepted. Yeah, I'm glad I could start getting something sorted out. I get the feeling that I have Anxiety, ASD, AND Depression, but my anxiety flares up the most. Depression only comes in when I'm extremely stressed and thinking very intrusively because of the lack of sleep and so much stress. I just have the traits for ASD, meaning that I can get more help with schoolwork without having to ask for it so much, and have a little more flexibility when I do block exams in year 11 and 12. :) Yes, my parents are supportive about me getting a mental health plan, and pursuing an ASD diagnosis. I'm still not feeling the greatest about getting it though... Oh well, I'll get used to it, when it happens. Waitlists are extremely long, for all therapy and psychology stuff... Aw, thank you! I am definitely a bit determined... :D Yeah, I'm glad she's my bestie. :) I will, but I do like to get competitive too... ... View more