Oh okay! That’s a fair enough explanation. What are your truths and a lie? ... View more

You’re right @Bananatime04! But... how do you know I’m a good singer? If I could share an audio of me singing, I would post one, but I don’t think that’s possible, or allowed on this forum... ... View more

I promise you, you are not a burden. Your mum may just be struggling a little bit with everything that’s happened these past few months... But then again, I don’t know your parents. We all feel like a burden at some point, and I know that from experience. I still feel that way with my parents. Just going to say that we are all here for you all the way through this dark place. Sorry if I suck at supporting... It’s been a while. ... View more

Hehe... 😅 It’s the way you punctuate your sentences, and the phrase “I’m fine” or has those words, tells me your not. That how I know. :) Or I’m just a mind reader? Idk... :) I had a snooze during second break, but that was partly to distract myself from the heat. I guess when I had the chance to just lay down, I did. I had aircon. That’s what my gp told me to do when I feel that way. ... View more

@Bee, yeah, I’m very lucky. All my siblings and parents have had stitches or a broken bone or glue. I’m the lucky one! ... View more

I’m a bit confused at who’s turn it is, so I’m just gonna jump in with mine now! :) Cool backstory for your username @Bananatime04! 1. I have bleached my hair before. 2. I have a wonderful singing voice. 3. All my joints crack (knees, fingers, ankles, toes, shoulders, everything!). // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

It has been a while @Bananatime04! Aww, thank you! You sure? I’m not bad, but like I said previous post, I did very nearly faint at school again... I’m okay now, which is good. It cools down a lot at night. Especially with a fan on. :) ... View more

Lol @Tiny_leaf I’m probably the same, but only because it’s soooo hot here in QLD! I guess I nearly overheated too much really (pass out). That’s how hot it is. Good thing I had air con 3 periods in a row! ... View more

I practiced self care by going for a swim yet again, And listening to Chrissy Carols! ... View more

Hey @Bananatime04, @Tiny_leaf I haven’t really looked back on the rest of the convo, but how are you guys tonight? I haven’t spoken to you both at the same time in a while... :) ... View more

@scared01 That’s good, even if you won’t get them all done before Christmas. I have 1 last appt at the hospital, but it’s not major, in January. I did pass, but just barely. I haven’t got Science back yet, but oh well. I passed Maths, just barely. Yes, I’m so blessed to have someone. Finally, someone who is religious like me, but better to talk to. That’s pretty good @steana. Or are you really not okay? // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

You both give me a smile just reading that @Bananatime04, @WheresMySquishy :) I am... not alone, I am proud to recognise this. I am... joyful, cuz it’s Christmas time, and I’m singing Chrissy carols by Pentatonix! I am... struggling, but with Reach Out, I’ll be okay. :) // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

Hey @WheresMySquishy That’s okay. We all need time off sometimes. It’s fine. I guess I don’t care anymore. I just needed time. I still hate those people, and one of them who’s so full of herself just keeps picking on me during our sport period. But it’s fine. Yeah, I’m glad too. If the teacher wasn’t there, I probably would have said something I would have regretted, and gotten a label that wasn’t true. I am definitely moving schools, and I have my uniforms! I think I’ll definitely make good friends with the staff, so that shouldn’t be a problem. ... View more

Thank you @TOM-RO That cat made me smile and laugh. :) Yeah, they were. It’s not fair, and I’ve been “teased” by another race person last term, so I know what it’s like to get verbally abused at school. Sometimes it’s not even verbal. It’s written. I can agree, they don’t know what they’re doing really. But it still hurts... Umm... I didn’t tell them any thing. I was tempted to say something, but the teacher did the yelling. She saw everything, not my book, but those kids doing stupid things, and stayed on my side. I guess I’m okay, but I’m still a bit broken... ... View more

Thank you @Bee, congrats to everyone else! // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

@Bananatime04 I would never leave you because your sexuality may be different. I’m not against it, but I am straight currently. I’m also here if you want to talk about it. @queenP is probably better though, as I have no experience. But moral support is good too, right? :) You are most welcome :) There is a lesbian couple at my current school, and they look quite happy with showing the world what they are. But again, coming out can be very daunting, as @queenP said. We’re here for you all the way! ... View more

Thank you @Bananatime04 ❤️ I’m doing okay, but things haven’t been going so great at school today. I don’t want to burden you with this, so please don’t be pressured to answer if it starts to trigger you. So today at school, periods 1 and 2 were good. Then I ate my lunch and went off to Maths (period 3). We were playing the “Pirate Game”, which is hard to explain, but is based on coordinates. Because there weren’t many people playing, I only knew that 2 black people, and 1 other white person were playing. I’m not being racist, I’m describing. So in this game, we have some “stealing” and “killing” if we get the corresponding box. I had to get rid of those boxes, by using them, and because I knew that those 3 people were playing, I targeted them. So then they all ganged up on me, and wiped me out during the game. I didn’t mind that so much, but it was what they were saying to me that made it mean and unfair. They started to say that I was racist, and that it wasn’t fair, making me upset. This particularly upset me enough to make me start putting myself down. I was doing this via my little notebook. I wrote down everything that I’ve been called, and what people have written on the desks and toilet walls. Those “cool kids” started to come over, and look at what I was writing. I didn’t even realise they were there until they yelled, “WHO SHOULD F**KING DIE?!”. I had written exactly what was on the desk I was at. They didn’t know that, but they yelled continuously anyway. They all assumed it was about them, and aimed there anger all at me. I swear I could’ve passed out from it if I wasn’t so upset already. That’s how much pressure I was under, and way too much stress to cope with. The teacher in this situation, tried her best to stop everyone. I was sobbing like crazy, and they were still yelling. The teacher was on my side, and yelled back at them to stop looking over other people’s private stuff, and mind their manners. I was so tempted to just walk out, and yell at them “if you must know, I was telling myself that, because you all can’t be nice! You all talk shit about me, so don’t go assuming I meant for someone else to fricking die!”. That’s how sad and upset I was. And amongst all that, I was suffering heat stroke and dehydration. I could have fainted right then and there. Good thing I went straight to the air con at break. So yeah, that’s how the rest of my day went. A teacher aide in my last period (4), went with me to that desk and took a photo to report it. She’s amazing like that. Shame I’m leaving her for a different school. :( ... View more

Thank you guys! @Esperanza67 Yeah, everyone’s like that. I reckon I’m going to aim for being a teacher at my current school, and be better than any other teacher there. But only 8n a certain area of subject. Like art or dance/drama. Possibly English too. I know right! I can’t wait, and I will be able to do so many more drawings when I get the apps I want to draw! Yeah, I’m going to draw With Ibis paint, and have a few games, like Gacha Life and Gacha life 2 when it comes out. I would say it depends on how my situation is. Sometimes I’ll stay numb for a month, but other times it just comes and goes throughout the week. So, a bit over the place, I’d say. ... View more

We’re all glad that you’re still here @Bananatime04. Here for you if you need to talk. ❤️ // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

Yes @Bee! I’ve never actually broken a bone in my life. Not even come close to a fracture! And I’ve never needed stitches or glue for anything either! // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

Have fun with your swim @MisoBear! I practiced self-care by going for yet another swim! ... View more

Thank you @Bre-RO I haven’t spoken to you in a while! I know! I’m getting a galaxy A70 (Samsung) which is bigger than the galaxy J1 mini. No, I don’t really have anything that helps. I just stay numb for however long it stays for. I agree, except the fact that I’m the only one in my family that sucks at academics. And I only just scraped it... I’ll live though. As long as I pass, I should be able to get the future career I want. Not sure what that is yet... :/ ... View more

Fair enough @Maddy-RO! That sounds like fun! My weekend wasn’t too bad, but I did get a bit lonely... Church and that lunch just made me feel very alone. But I did get a very tasty burger for lunch! That was the only upside though... :( I don’t actually, but my family and I are doing things for once. I’m going to have lunch with my Aunty, for my birthday. Which was exactly 4 months ago, but we got really busy. Then in January, my fam and I are going to Sydney for a holiday, which should be good! Because my new school is based on airplanes, it would be stupid if we went there and haven’t actually been on a plane! I also have a stress test in January. The specialists have already ruled out any heart problems for my syncope, but this was booked ages ago. Stress tests are very popular apparently! // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

Yay @Bee! 1. I have been broken by my mentors last year. 2. My favourite food is icecream. 3. I have broken multiple bones before. // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

It’s okay. Just... try and make sure you don’t get into any more pain or trouble than you already are. I care for you. I have to go now, schools tomorrow. Good night @Bananatime04. ❤️ // You are worth Something, not Nothing. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise // ... View more

Okay... If you say so. But I know that sentence too well. ... View more

I didn’t really mean talk about boys, it was just a topic suggestion. I think that’s fair enough, being scared of boys a little. There aren’t really any boys who have been annoying or anything, but I am just a bit annoyed with the ball hogs in HPE. I’m in the basketball focus class, and the boys always hog the ball every time. I’m really worried about you though... Is it possible to call that line thing @Jess1-RO mentioned?  ... View more

@Jess1-RO I would have guessed 2 if I saw your post. For some reason, I see you as a loud and bubbly person, on a saxophone, rather than a timid, quiet, flute player. Is it 2 @Bee? ... View more

Can I ask if you’ve seen a doctor yet about your chest pain? I’m a little worried about it... I don’t know why. ... View more

That’s basically how I’m feeling @Bananatime04. I don’t mind if you aren’t fun to talk to tonight, I’m happy to chat either way. Even if it’s about boys and stuff. ... View more