Why? Because I think you’re wrong... :) ... View more

I decided to not go for the leadership position I wanted. My teacher who organises it all didn’t quite give me the support she said she would, with either decision. I told her, and she said that the other 2 people there at the time with me, had made time and space to write their speeches, and that they were serious about the position. As if I wasn’t. Even mum agreed that I was taking it more seriously than my teacher thought. This hurt, knowing that I already said that I was sorry if I let anyone down. She just made me feel like a mistake to the human race... I know, I shouldn’t take it to heart, but I am a sensitive person. Especially when it’s my week of femaleness per month... I put in a lot of effort, and then my dreams get crushed. I purposely chose to not go for it, but it still hurts, after what she said. And she told me this before school started, making my day ruined. I even started getting dizzy... It’s just my life really. One person builds me up, then knocks me down again. All the time, every time. All my life. I’m safe. Sadly. ... View more

Are you sure about that? ;) ... View more

Lol ... View more

OH NO YOU DON'T! :) ... View more

That’s okay @Sammyye! Some people forget, others don’t. How are you? ... View more

I’m so sorry @Sammyye! I wasn’t actually online when you were... But Hey! It has been so long! How have you been? ... View more

I missed the tag @Jess1-RO. I'm currently not in a good headspace, but maybe another time. Sorry. ... View more

You're welcome @jasmine12345678! :) ... View more

His shoulder was dislocated! ... View more

@SomeoneNADJS oof! That must have hurt... My sister did something similar, but she banged her chin into the edge of a glass table. She had to get stitches on her chin. Lol! I haven't! I hate spicy vegetables, but I'll eat spicy sour patch kids! :) Never have I ever dislocated a joint... I've seen them, and had similar pain, but never a dislocation. ... View more

Thank you @jasmine12345678! You have an amazing mind, and know what you mean when you say something. You have a kind, sincere heart, and that is a quality not everyone has. I myself don't really have a quality like that. I admire your ability to see a misunderstanding, and the way you figure the problem out. :) ... View more

I have... I know... it’s sad... *Dabs Twice* :) Never have I ever had a surgery, stitches, or a broken bone. ... View more

The hair curlers I use...   I put hair curlers in my hair! Hopefully I can sleep comfortably in them...      I am feeling pretty okay, just a bit exhausted. I had a full on HPE lesson, with a famous basketball team member training me. Someone in my class ruined it though...  She’s just a mean girl. She won't leave me alone, but I still ignore her.   otherwise, the Mental Health Expo was pretty good! I finally got to meet the school psychologist! It’s not confirmed that she will be my support, but there’s a high chance she will.  I also found out that there are only 4 nominees for junior leadership. There are 6 positions available, but it probably only means that we’ll have a small junior leadership group. Welp, that’s everything for today. Just listening to some music while working on my speech for leadership. :) ... View more

I’m grateful for the Mental Health Expo at school today. I finally got to meet the school psychologist! ... View more

Hey @Bre-RO. I’m okay, this topic isn’t as heavy as you think it is. I rarely feel compared anymore. I am safe, and have a good sense of when to take a break. 4. I haven’t really been able to communicate much to my family, because we keep to ourselves as often as possible. I know it’s important, because a good, happy family is one that knows how to express emotions and problems in an appropriate way. Love the gif by the way, @ecla34! ... View more

True TPBM has an ex ... View more

2. I tried very hard to cope with the change I had to put up with, but I didn’t know what to do. So I just made myself really depressed and sad. Which is why I’m not doing the best right now.   3. I can’t really answer this question, but I am willing to read some advice... ... View more

I haven’t really had any problems with my family until this year. My family are Christian, and I am too. But that’s not what I want to say. 1. Last term, I was dealing with a whole lot of stress, burn out, and family issues. Possibly even undiagnosed depression. Term 3 is always the most stressful time of year, and it was particularly hard for me. I was dealing with bullying, assignments that were all due in the same week, and just low self esteem in general. For my English assignment, I had to write a ‘Literary Analysis’. This was very tough, with a new structure that was brought in to make work “easier”. I was working on it very hard with my mum, and then I hand it in on the Friday it was due. I was allowed to work on it after school, and email it later on. I chose not to, because I just wanted it over and not to be worried about it anymore. Mum grounded me for it. I feel like she was comparing me to my younger sister, who is getting better grades than I ever did in year 7. She even got a Diamond GPA award, where I never got close to a Sapphire. I felt so bad, that I created a drawing, saying that I was sorry for being alive. I don’t feel that as much now, but it’s still there. And even then, as soon as I got to high school, my attitude changed, and I noticed it myself. I’m dirty minded, and everything has ruined my family in ways I will never understand. ... View more

I have to go now, I have school tomorrow. But I'll try and check-in as soon as I can, okay? ... View more

I know @Bananatime04. But still... And yeah! I'm going for a junior leader and/or captain! I just finished writing it, and it was 438 words! I've never done that before. Not in 1 day! ... View more

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @Bee AND @Bananatime04!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... View more

You're also lucky, because I started school today! I had to start off with HPE, and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot! ... View more

Hey @Bananatime04! I'm sorry you feel this way about daylight savings... But it's okay to be an hour behind or in front. I'll still be on anyway, just not as long as you think I would be. I won't be gone, just away earlier and at school first. But I do understand your frustration with the time thing about your counsellor. I'm currently filling out my leadership form for next year, so I can't really talk right now. But I will follow along when I need a break from it. ... View more

Haha, that’s so true! @Bananatime04 can jump higher then a kangaroo... :) ... View more

Suitcase > travel > travel stress > coping strategies > 100000001 coping strategies > RO   Ice cream  ... View more

Okay, Thank you! ... View more

Ssh! That’s my secret you’re sharing! ;)   @Bananatime04 watches the Simpson’s every night before bed. ... View more

Hey @Bananatime04! I would love to talk to you, but I’m currently not supposed to be online right now. I have a friend over again, but when she’s gone home, I’ll come and chat. I’ve been good, just busy with family events and friends. I had to go fishing with my family, but then it was apparently ‘too windy’. So we went to my grandmas instead. Then I’ve had multiple friends over for sleepovers, so yeah, I’ve been busy ish. I’m going to make chocolate milkshakes later today, and I love them! I make a pretty good milkshake, if I do say so myself. ... View more

Thank you @Bee! Congrats to everyone else! ... View more