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Izzyy
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13-10-2019
23-10-2019
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18-10-2019
07:08 PM
1 Kudo
Also water - unless you count drinking melted icecream, then the last thing i drank was melted icecream
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18-10-2019
06:56 PM
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Thanks for the replies @WheresMySquishy , @Tiny_leaf , @Maddy-RO . Sorry it took me a minute to reply, some stuff happened this past week that kinda discouraged me from talking for a bit. I'm probably not allowed to go into it, and it was in my best interest, but it honestly just made me wanna never speak about it again. Anyways, here I am now. Thank you for replying and reassuring me. It really does make me feel less alone. And even though this week has been really scary, I think talking about this thing more is helping. I ended up just telling my school support person. Originally, I was just mentioning it as a thing that I wouldn't talk about but did exist, but she convinced me to tell her and it wasn't as terrifying as I'd thought. It was honestly so anticlimactic it was laughable. She was talking about next steps to take so i've got a bit to think about. I guess I've been feeling better after talking about it, but man was I scared when she was asking me to tell her. It sounds silly, but I almost feel like I'm less anxious since talking about it. I guess a lot of my anxiety was about telling someone, and keeping this secret. But yeah, thank you for replying, and here's a lil update.
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13-10-2019
06:38 PM
1 Kudo
1. If the weather is too hot to sleep with a doona, I turn my fan all the way up till its freezing, and continue to use my doona. It's so comfy. 2. Every few months, I unconsciously my "catchphrase", basically the word or phrase i overuse until i annoy myself and change it. Previously it's been "Yeet" and "fancy", Right now it's "Fight me. 3. I shaved my own head a year or so again, and it ws so fun and empowering but the growing out process was the most tedious, awkward thing ever. 4. I am a very sentimental person. I have cars from my 9th birthday and love old photo albums and I still have a pink lava lamp i got for christmas when i was 8 or 9. 5. For years, I absolutely hated the colour pink. I was a blue girl through and through. It turns out, it's just hot pink that i find obnoxious, my room is full of dusty/rosy pink accents and I love it
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13-10-2019
05:39 PM
3 Kudos
Hello! I'm 16, I'm excited to be here. Time to answer some questions. Do you have a tradition for grand final? Not at all. Neither I or anyone in my family follow sport of any kind. Is daylight saving time good or evil? I don't know a lot about it other than that it messes with our clocks. Really it just confuses me when my watch and my phone say 2 different times. For that reason, I'd say evil. Where is your favourite place to go during Spring time? Somewhere far, far away from any magpies nesting. What would your ideal Halloween costume be? I'm a major Harry Potter nerd, so it's fun dressing up as a Hogwarts student. That's what i did last year and it was fun. I'm not super into Halloween though, so I probably wont dress up or anything this year.
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13-10-2019
05:29 PM
Trigger Warning - mention of unwanted sexual experiences as a child. Hi, this is my first time using the forums, so if this is in the wrong place, or isn't acceptable, just let me know and I'll delete it... So, without going into unecessary details, from ages 9ish-11ish for an unknown frequency of time, my "boyfriend" at the time (age 11-13ish) instigated sexual stuff. He was bigger, stronger and more sexually mature than me, and there were times that i know 100% weren't consensual, I didn't want it. For years, I've struggled with this, wondering if it was some kind of sexual assault, if it was my fault for not fighting him or telling someone, or if i made it all up. Quite recently, I did a lot of research and I've come to the conclusion that yes, this was some kind of sexual assault. This was about a month ago. Since then, I've been almost constantly anxious, whenever thinking about what happened, or about telling someone. It's affected me before, I started hurting myself at 13 because of it (I'm over 1 year clean now), but never as much as it does now. I can't go day without thinking about it, about wanting, needing to tell someone, to get rid of this secret i never wanted. This month, I've been putting more thought and planning into actually talking about it, but the more I do, the more I'm terrified. I don't want this. I want to block my ears and scream lalalala, I want to throw it as far as i can and sprint in the other direction. I don't know what to do. I am terrified at even the thought of telling anyone irl, but throwing it to the back of my mind for another year isn't doing anything. I'll be back here in a year tops, worse than ever before.
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