Is our ego and our addiction linked? When I’m scared of joining society, I sabotage my confidence with hobbies/interests/projects, gaining significant weight, staying indoors, changing my hair, picking my face, smoking and drinking, causing financial problems, self-isolating, burning bridges...  My dream is to abandon my life in the city, so I can detox and relapse in peace... Or maybe, I just need to sober up, stop smoking weed, and apply myself, and become brilliant... But, what if I can’t? I’ve been sabotaging for months... COVID-19 Isolation is only enabling more self-harm so far. Who is feeling this? Do you bruise your own ego? Why do you think you do? How to stop?  ... View more