About AngelJoy

AngelJoy · ‎23-02-2021

I don't know, I'll have to ask my mum. But she'd ask why we need one, and she'll probably think it's weird why I'm asking for one. I don't really know. Thank you for telling me all that.

AngelJoy · ‎23-02-2021

My sister is nearly 18 and she doesn't have her own Medicare card. My mum has all our names on the one card. I actually was going to ask last night if I could know more about it, so thank you. I was also told that you could bulk bill so you don't have to pay, is that right? If so, is there a limit to how many times you can do that?

AngelJoy · ‎22-02-2021

I asked her 2 years ago. Please do not get my mum in trouble for not doing anything. :(

AngelJoy · ‎22-02-2021

I have been wanting to tell my uncle about it, but I haven't seem him yet. But, I don't know what he will do. Probably nothing. My mum did nothing the last time i told her that I wanted to see a counsellor. And i don't want my mum to call me crazy.

AngelJoy · ‎22-02-2021

I'm not comfortable telling my parents anything. It was hard enough talking to my sister. I only feel comfortable talking to my best friend. I tell him anything and everything. And, it's hard to come on here a lot because I'm not allowed online.

AngelJoy · ‎22-02-2021

I home school, so my mum IS the teacher... I have no one to talk to to tell my parents about it. I'm too afraid to speak to anyone, I'm not good at talking in general anyway. Plus, if I tell my parents about all this, then I might never be able to speak to my best friend ever again. :(

AngelJoy · ‎21-02-2021

Nope, I am not going to act on the thoughts. I have a reason to be here, and lots of other people need me. I have helped people with their problems, and they always say that I am the bestest friend ever. The nicest person ever. There's this one girl on this game i play, her name is Sweet. And she is the happiest girl ever, she is so positive. She said she doesn't know what she would've done without me. I filled her spirit, I believed in her. I had faith in her, and treated her like a sister. Also, the pain in my body has gone. Yesterday, was just a day I had to suffer physically. But, today is a new day and I am not suffering physically. Sometimes I did say that I was gonna kill myself, but that was just nonsense. We all have a reason to be here, and these things happen for a reason. But, we just have to keep going, have to find that light in the darkness. That's what me and my best friend say. @A_Friend I shall watch that video when I can. Thank you.

AngelJoy · ‎20-02-2021

And my body has just been aching lately even though I've done nothing. At 1 this morning I woke up then, and I couldn't go back to sleep. And my body was just aching, I turned over and my shoulder hurt, then my lower back hurt. It felt like I was gonna die to be honest, though that might sound a bit like nonsense. I sort of ache now still. And my breathing isn't that good, I have this, well I think I have this thing where when I breath in the muscle doesn't expand on the left side. So, then it starts to hurt, and it hurts more when I take deeper breaths. But, yeah. My body has been hurting all over for some reason.

AngelJoy · ‎20-02-2021

Well, it is kinda hard to cope with. It breaks me down a bit, and sometimes I cry at night because of everything that's going on. I cried last night, but that was because I missed talking to my best friend. I feel afraid to tell my parents because I don't know how they would react. And I don't know how I would react to how they would react. Suicidal thoughts have been happening a fair bit lately, heh. Well, I don't really have much to do. Daydream I guess, think about stuff, that's all I usually do while playing a video game and listening to music.🎵

AngelJoy · ‎20-02-2021

Hi, @AngelJoy here. I've decided to tell you a bit about my life. Every day is a pain, I get broken down and it takes ages for me to get back up. My brother calls me a winge, loser. My mum said i am weird, boring and that I need a personality. I am rather sensitive so I took it pretty bad. I am not allowed online, I pretty much can't do anything. All I do is sit at home doing schoolwork or listening to music, and patting my cat, Smiley. I have a lot of metal illnesses, I think. I don't actually fully know because I'm too afraid to ask my parents if I can see a counsellor or therapist or psychologist. But, I do have some ideas about what I might have. This includes anxiety, depression and dpd or bpd. But, I could have more I just don't really know all about it. I've been wanting to get help for a while now. But it is hard to get help when you can't go online, and are too afraid to talk to your parents. I don't have any friends, I have online friends though. And yes, I have to go online to talk to them. My best online friend actually understands me which is good. He's the one who said I might have dpd or bpd like him. He says I'm literally him, like a younger him even though I'm a female. Anyway, I feel like nothing inside a rather lot, and I don't really eat much anymore. Because of my metal illnesses it's hard to think straight. Like, my mind is all over the place as well as my emotions. I have a lot of bad thoughts, thoughts which you do not want to live with. Yes, I have suicidal thoughts. And they aren't nice. But I have to try keep going no matter how many times I get knocked down. I try my best for everything. Ok, that is all for now. I hope you enjoyed reading this, bye.

AngelJoy · ‎04-02-2021

I'm not doing so good.

AngelJoy · ‎24-01-2021

Nice to know someone was thinking of me. I am sorry that you are struggling, don't worry I'm here for you.

AngelJoy · ‎24-01-2021

I'm ok, thank you. How bout you?

AngelJoy · ‎23-01-2021

Hey, its ok. I've got you and my best friend.

AngelJoy · ‎23-01-2021

Thought so. I happen to have an ability where I know when something is wrong. That's why I asked because I knew how you were feeling. I am depressed, but I am ok.

AngelJoy · ‎22-01-2021

Hey @musicfan_xo, are you ok?

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

I could. But....I'm no good at talking I don't know what to say. I really really wish you were here. It would be so fun and I wouldn't be lonely. I'd talk to you for hours,

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

Roblox or cooking diary is the only way for me.☹ I wish you could come here!😭

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

I don't have any of that stuff.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

Ok.😢 Umm, roblox has lots of games.....

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

B-But like if I want to say something just to @musicfan_xo everyone can see it. And it just feels weird. Like, I only really feel comfortable talking to @musicfan_xo and now I feel like crying because of all the thoughts going through my head!😣😣😖😖

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

😖😣😥I'm sorry.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

I'll tell you, but I'm no expert. Well, you play lots of games and can talk and play with friends. Like, you can send friend requests to other people. Its fun. You can search games up like a simple word or something and yeah, you play lots of games. If you had it you can friend me and we can talk and maybe sometimes play.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

Awww @musicfan_xo, I wish you were here to. Do you have a game called roblox? It would be awesome if you did. That's just because like I can't just talk to you privately, everyone else can see what I say to you, and its a bit weird........

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

Ok!😁 I'll tell you about something that has happened in my life. One time about 3 years ago in July, I went to the shops with my mum to get a notebook so I could write my stories in it. I didn't feel that well when we came back home, I had a headache. I thought it was because I didn't have any breakfast. Anyway, it was the next day. I was in my room colouring in and i felt weak. And I felt rather cold. That night I didn't have any dinner, I didn't feel hungry. Then it began.........I was getting sick, worse. I felt so cold that I could feel my insides shivering, I walked around with a blanket. My throat hurt, my nose was blocked yet it was so runny, I had a major headache, my body ached all over, I coughed soooooo much. I didn't get out of bed as it got worse. About a few weeks into it, I cried and said, I don't want to be sick anymore. It was awful. Then everyone else in my family got sick, but they weren't as bad as mum or me. Mum and I (mostly me) didn't get out of bed. I didn't eat at all. And I layed in bed with mum and said, I can't remember what it is like to be healthy. I coughed so much, over and over with every breath. Nothing seemed to help. This all lasted for a month. I am so glad that it was over. I haven't been sick since then. So, for 3 years I haven't been sick.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

......I am in my room. I don't think you can do much else @musicfan_xo. I appreciate you trying to help though, thank you.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

Well, I don't really know why. I just do. Maybe it's because I'm afraid of my mum finding out that I'm doing this. I don't really know why. I just do feel this way.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

I feel kinda scared, and nervous.

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

❤❤❤❤ @musicfan_xo

AngelJoy · ‎21-01-2021

What questions?

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