What’s up?  ... View more

Things are getting better but my depression isn’t stabilising. It’s being getting bad for years regardless of therapy, use of psychologist, exercise, mediation, medication, trying new things, social groups ect. Tbh I think it’s from all the trauma in the past. I’m considering a ECT, but my mum isn’t on board. But my mum doesn’t listen to my feelings or understand how bad my depression is. My dad thinks everyone goes through the same thing with depression and he thinks mine isn’t that bad. But I’m good at bottling it up, since when I talk about, I get unhelpful advice or advice I don’t want to hear, I just want them to listen and they just don’t.  ... View more

Gonna go out for lunch with some family members, do some gardening, dog walking and some art work  ... View more

Yep, some lovely people have stepped in and are being really supportive during this.  I’m feeling okay today just tired. Just taking it easy. Thank you for that.   ... View more

Sort of, find it hard to make friends and keep em since I have a rare disability. Just my brain misinterprets situations and such.  ... View more

I’m depressed and suicidal about it. Since I loved her. Just her dam ex ruined everything. Being friends for a while.  ive spoken to some other friends. There suggestion is this.  I think the best thing to do is just forgive, let go, and tolerate each other, so both of you can have peace. :'>   > They are only going to feel hurt if they hold grudges against each other, if they don't forgive. > Even if they mean Havoc, or vice versa, doesn't **deserve** their forgiveness, so do they need to forgive for themselves so they can have **peace**. > > They need to understand each other's perspective without resentment and forgive each other. > Forgiving won't excuse their behaviors, but it prevents their behavior form destroying themselves. > They need to be able to **tolerate each other**, despite **past mistakes**. > > They're still friends, but the lack of understanding has driftet them apart. > They still care for each other as friends, but what happened between them is too large for them to look around and see their friendship. 🥲   ... View more

I’d love to talk to them about it but they have blocked me and her other friend has done the same without any warning. It really hurts. Another thing is I liked one of them and they liked me but they are in a tricky relationship with a abusive ex and he is trying to make it up to her and she went back to him. But he controls her social media and who she talks too. But atm she sounds like him.  ... View more