Please please... get ready... and get off it... !! and do it with professional help...properly.. and deal with why u do it.
.I had a meth addiction 13 years ago (19-22years old) I am now 36 with a gorgeous son and have just started injecting meth again..I have always been a drug user but nothing else controls me like the needle and the meth/ice. I am now booked into detox and probably rehab or at least conselling (A lot) to work out why I do it... I have to go back to @ 16 yrs old!! But I will get off everything.. BUt what a lot to lose.. all because I under estimated addictions.
So deal wth it NOW and dont waste your life.... trust me .. ive lived both.... Better without it... And its controlling YOU!
Good luck.... I will send wishes to u and some power to get thru it.
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I also use drugs and have for more than half my life.. Just realised I am a drug addict as I have started using the needle again. The needle is the only one which I cannot function withand only one I associate 'addict' with... when they are all assisting me day to day to deal with my life and things I dont want to face. I wonder though is that because of stigma...because I LOVE the feeling.. How sad.. using love with that word.. But its honest.. I am for the first time ever...going to unpack my shit and find happiness in ME... I am 36 and started smoking weed at 16... the rest is pretty obvious to some I am sure... but just gradual incline.. and dependence... to be happy.. A form of self medicating or numbing..And I am about to stop it alll...AAHHH!.... my point in that...... You are not alone....
Anyway... I think firstly you are a beautiful person and need to tell yourself... Often... Theres enough ppl in this life who put us down and sabotage our journey..Dont be one of them. If you dont want to talk to a professional find ur inspiration. I think we forget to notice the little signs all around us.. I met a lady at the park the other day while I was with my son. She was a foster mum. We spoke for a while and some convo about kids from drug environments... And there I was tearing up... hugging this gorgeous woman and thanking her... I didnt know why... I do now. 2 hrs lata I asked my sister for help and admitted the extent of my habit.... and.... ASKED FOR HELP! My inspiration... and yep. Im scared... but u know, I have never experienced a truly clean life.. Sounds like you havnt either... Worth a try hey... But do unpack your mind... work out for yourself what is behind some of your actions... BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF..!
and be kind to yourself!
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HI, I have recently relapsed injecting again after 13 yrs!! But this 13 years was not dry..at all.. But no needles. Im a social but chronic drug user and have used drugs for @20 yrs..The addiction that floors me tho is the needle. Thought i was over it.. Started smoking ice about 6 mths ago and then injecting 3 mths ago.. Within 2 wks using every day! and a lot.. Because last time I had no profesional help, and now find myself here, I have booked into detox and possibly 12wk rehab.. I have a 3 yr old and obviously dont want to be away from him! If it means I will actually get clean PROPERLY Ill do anything.. But will it be necessary ? Only 3 mths injecting.?? and how full on withdrawls can be.. Anyone experienced them would appreciate insight... Also if anyone has advice with regards to my son.. How to build a healthy relationship again again having a coming down mummy.. That is all he experienced.. Its enough Iknow.. But just saying he saw no drugs or anything... Any tiops for this would be great.. thanks,,,,
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