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Hi @scared01, your first post asks some really good questions, and I've grappled with similar questions myself (and I still struggle with this sometimes).   I think learning to hide your feelings is a natural reaction to lack of understanding, and it sounds like you're not feeling heard by those around you, is that right? If I'm honest, I have a tendency to hide my feelings from my family too for various reasons, and I wish that wasn't the case. I'm very glad you still have your psych that you can be honest to.   From what I can see you're managing extremely well, especially considering how much pressure you are under right now. I can only hope that people around you become more understanding and accepting of your circumstances. It can seem so overwhelming being stuck in such a negative thought pattern, but I hope you know how far you have come. You have incredible strength to be the carer that you are, and to be such a compassionate support to others here on the forums. Please don't forget that.   I hope this helps, at least a little bit. ... View more

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Hey @Lonelyboy17, there's probably a good chance that there are a quite a few people who will be spending tomorrow studying for the exam on Monday! When I was in high school, there were quite a few people who used to form groups or pairs to help study.   Perhaps you could just say something like "Hey, if you're free, would you like to meet up to study for the exam on Monday?" What do you think? ... View more

Today I practiced self care by making sure I had breaks while doing this job application. ... View more

Hypersensitivity is a problem for me. Flickering lights are painful for me to look at, although apart from that, I'm not too affected by light hypersensitivity. I do struggle with sounds, smells and some touch (often can't deal with warm air from heaters directly on my face).   Speaking of stimming, I do it a lot without realising. I often tense up my hands around objects, especially pens and pencils (which results in lots of broken pens and pencils in my house). ... View more

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Wow thanks everyone! I've been reading through this thread again, and it's nice to know that there are others on the forums who have had similar experiences.   @ErinsAntics Thanks for sharing your story. I have told a couple of Christian friends from uni who reacted well, but we were really close. Most people in my life don't know, and I'm worried about the reaction from other friends, Christian and otherwise.   There was someone in my year at high school who came out as gay, and some of the other students were really horrible about it. At the time, I hadn't realised my own same sex attraction, but I think it affected me deeply when it comes to trusting people with this information. Looking back now, I think a lot of that was lack of understanding - my school did not talk about this issue at all. It also didn't help that the chaplain was also the school counsellor. I don't think my family would understand either, hence I probably won't come out to them for a long time, or possibly ever.   I still haven't racked up the guts to call Q Life about this yet, I think that's probably a good next step. ... View more

Hey @xXLexi_Lou122Xx, your posts are really supportive and compassionate. I was wondering if you had considered becoming a builder? Would be really awesome to have you on board! :) ... View more

@xXLexi_Lou122Xx I always love reading your posts, they are so compassionate, inspiring and fun! I know you are strong and will get through the tough times. ... View more

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Negative: I've had a rough couple of days with negative thoughts. Positive: They are just thoughts. That doesn't mean they are true.   Negative: This job application is really difficult. Positive: I've done job applications before, so I know I can do them. Positive: It's good experience for future job applications, especially considering I'm looking for work. ... View more

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I'm having lots of negative thoughts of not being good enough at anything I do, and I'm finding it hard to get anything done today.   But these are just thoughts. All of the evidence is that I am good at what I do, and that I've overcome so many tough obstacles in the past. I can overcome this one too. ... View more

Today I'm grateful for the people who are willing to stick by me even through the tough days. ... View more

I'm proud of myself for coping with having my big family over on Mother's Day. :) ... View more

1. I got out of bed, even though I didn't want to this morning. 2. I'm currently doing a job application. 3. It's a nice day outside. ... View more

Hi @mspaceK, I will be logging off very soon, but if you're still having these thoughts and urges, I would really encourage you to reach out to Kids Helpline on 1800 55 1800, Lifeline 13 11 14 or Suicide Call Back Service 1300 659 467. You can also follow the links for webchat options (Lifeline webchat is open 7pm to midnight Sydney time, other webchats are available 24/7).   All the best for tonight, please let us know how you go. ... View more

Thank you for confirming that @mspaceK. What is your plan for the rest of the night? ... View more