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PeanutJelly148
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17-05-2017
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11-04-2017
05:15 PM
I'm super lucky as we have bread supplied to us and some foods, depends whats in the communal fridge. I think my next plan of budgeting is going to be good and help, fingers crossed. lucky i saved up money prior to moving because i knew i was going to over spend. lol
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03-04-2017
07:38 PM
3 Kudos
All moved in and settled. I never realised how expensive food is and how difficult budgeting is. lol
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17-03-2017
08:30 PM
1 Kudo
Aha, @N1ghtW1ng Yes a bed will always be better then a couch. @May_ I'm most excited about living opposite my tafe and living with 39 other youth. @khaleesi_18 yes im very excited, Hopefully I'll be able to share some good insight.
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17-03-2017
06:19 PM
I'm moving to the town where i do tafe, Its an education first youth foyer, so its cheep and really good for people who are in education. I'm so excited, I've been couch surfing two nights aweek so im kind of independent but this is still a huge step. so exciting My sister got my brothers room when he moved out to aha.
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17-03-2017
06:10 PM
1 Kudo
Hey guys. :D I'm offically moving out of home! Woo I personally am excited. I thought to make a discussion about moving out experiences.? Aye? aha. Whats your moving out experience?
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29-12-2016
12:52 AM
It was a good day @letitgo although negative thoughts are always a battle in the back of my mind none were of sh. 😊☺
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27-12-2016
05:59 PM
2 Kudos
1. Went to look at a car and im going to get it 2. Im getting a car and im so excited 3. I had a relaxing day
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27-12-2016
05:53 PM
@lokifish has a Christmas tree so big it goes through the roof. 😄😃
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27-12-2016
05:51 PM
False but im eyeing off a cake covered in chocolate. Mmmm The person below me is watching tv atm 😊😀
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27-12-2016
05:43 PM
The only people who can introduce me is the lgbt case worker, but I've only talked over the phone, or an older guy Im friends with, he worked with me when I was in the really bad headspace and i feel like im being to needy cause I'm always talking to him and he has his own life to live without having to worry about me. Talking about general stuff is a good idea actually, that would help cause everyother time I've spoken to people we've jumped right into it and I've so nervous it made me physically sick.
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26-12-2016
10:01 PM
All she cares about its herself. When i was sh regularly she found out and ask she did was try to make me feel worse. The only issue i have about going is how i have to meet people, and talking to them about such sensitive topics I'm even more nervous. I really need someone i know to introduce me to them I might be going to the town more regularly so distance isn't going to be as big of an issue.
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25-12-2016
08:22 PM
She's refering to me as i onky have three jobs, but they take 45-1hr to do each while she has multiple that take a minute or so each. It wouldn't be so hard if dad wasn't sick but because he is and can't do much we need her to help out. I said as i was telling him about the water that she's in a shitty mood as i told her not to spray the cows teats with dirty water because they can get mastitis ect. And he was there when she started so he knew she actually started on me and i didn't react rudely, so he told her off. I can't talk to my parents about me feelings, I just never have been able to. I've been talking to a lgbt case worker and he thinks i should go to headsapce, all he knows is that i have alot going on. But I'm not sure about it
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25-12-2016
06:47 PM
It was all going fine untill i had to go up the farm for a bit and she had to milk and we both go home and iask for help cleaning up and shes starting her whole "I've been working and doing all these things and she's done nothing speach" Dad is saying now how I've been working my ass off and she just needs to help a bit but she's still going on about it. So now I'm in my room again in tears back to where i was yesturday because she just makes me feel like shit and so underappreciated. I can't ignore her as I'm normally the only one home to ask her to do jobs which are simple and i ask her nicely and i don't be a bitch to her despite how hard that is.
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25-12-2016
08:26 AM
I'm alright now, I still have it on my mind. With everyone around don't think i can call, depending on how today goes i think I'll be alright for now. I'm still tired so im going to have a nap Thank you. Xx
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24-12-2016
10:32 PM
I think i am going to go to sleep now, I've calmed down enough. I'll see how i feel in the morning and give the people a call, see how that goes.
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24-12-2016
10:24 PM
I think i should go to sleep, i have to get up 5:30 to milk. But that's only a temporary type of thing. I'll try to call in the morning but i really dont want to inconvenience anyone with it being Christmas. And i don't have any good strategy, my old one i would use would to replicate the sh in a harmless way, but people can see that and i cant have people see
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24-12-2016
10:17 PM
I've calmed down abit, so im not crying as much, but i really don't know how I'm goimg to handle tomorrow after milking. the thought of facing her makes my blood boil and how I'm goimg to be with mum and she didn't realise i had been crying, it doesn't feel very nice
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24-12-2016
10:13 PM
Whats scbs? I can't call as people xan overhear and my phone os glitching really badly.
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24-12-2016
09:43 PM
I don't know how not to do it, every single time i get to a certain point my first thought to relieve the pain is to Sh. I don't have any friends who can help either and I'm scared that this time I'm not going to be strong enough to stop myself
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24-12-2016
09:35 PM
1 Kudo
Omg i made some Baileys moose. It took two attempts but it tasted so good. That ginger house looks great!
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24-12-2016
09:05 PM
Content warning, some of the items discussed may cause discomfort for some. Honestly thought my christmas would be alright bbecause of how ive grown as a person. Our Christmas is normally boring and nothing happens, i would try to avoid them as much as possible because my mental state the last three years. Well my sister is long story short being a *excuse french* bitch. And I've tried to be nice ect for the past few months but today she's worse and i gave up trying to be nice and by the end of the night i will admit i was a bit of a bitch because no one is doing anything about her. So im now in my room in tears wanting to selfharm again because everyone is blaming me and saying i'm such a bitch and my sister is just a sweet girl. They don't get thatI've had enough because they've only been here today, and don't know how it's been for the past few months. So sick of this. My parents won't do anything and I'm now thinking of moving out even though my Mum really needs my help running the farm.
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19-12-2016
09:09 PM
1 Kudo
Went to Kmart again, and i found these cocktail mixers things, was about to get them but then i realised im chrissy shopping for everyone but me..I'm not allowed to buy myself stuff.. haha
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30-11-2016
10:14 AM
1 Kudo
@nala23 Hey, how have you been feeling since the last comment? In the past, i did do this and i was forced to go to the school nurse (the school didn't have a counsellor then) and i was really angry at the people who made me go, but now that i look back, it was the best thing that could've happened,going to the nurse. I highly urge you to get someone to see, you may be thankful in the future.
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03-11-2016
01:29 PM
Yano how at the top of the page it says a description of what this topic f threads are about, put a disclaimer about the content warnings there. Do you know where im talking about. i have a screen shot
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25-10-2016
05:16 PM
I just updated my music on my phone, so its all new. I have and hour on the bus each way -so 2 hours a day- to get to school and back so im listening to music then.
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