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Jeplar
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07-09-2017
28-05-2019
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28-05-2019
06:40 PM
1 Kudo
Hey all, it's been a while since I've been on here. As of recently, I've been going though change and business associated with year 12. However, I have been looking at myself as a fat, arrogant and self centered person. I feel like I'm going insane with me attempting to get away with pinching money off my parents for my own bad habits, expecting different results but always getting the same, further pushing me to the edge of doing some really severe actions to myself along with not trying to improve myself. I just want some tips on good ways to improve on myself, This is more of a hidden chronicle and the only way I'm getting things out.
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13-11-2018
12:23 AM
1 Kudo
@scared01 thanks for the advice on the trying to tell the situation in my head to my parents. I will try something like that. With that second point, I don't know when I would be available to have enough time to go out for it. I will see what I can do and I will keep it in my mind.
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10-11-2018
01:04 PM
1 Kudo
As a guy about to go into year 12, I'm in constant fear and sad about the ways in which my own head is telling me. I try to speak up to my parents about this mental gymnastics I'm going through of depression, anxiety and stress leading me to become a bumbling mess, I like to be independent and not have someone constantly watching over me like I have in my current situation. I've tried countless times to speak up about what I'm going through and my grades are going down just like my ability to be a person people want to be around. I've tried seeking help but being poor is making my situation worse.
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29-10-2018
07:11 PM
1 Kudo
Great to see that there are people still looking at this thread, I'm hyped for the new Super Smash Bros. But recently got myself back into my old Tony Hawk Pro Skater games after I found out they had a PC port and not try and play on my PS2 the whole time.
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29-10-2018
07:08 PM
@Taylor-RO I try my best at school but also want to have my own activities outside of school and as long as I get work done and pass, I'm fine. My dad believes that just because my focus isnt entirely on school and the failure of one test 'proves his point' that I should focus only on school.
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26-10-2018
06:42 PM
@Taylor-RO The redemption task is for school as I failed a test, it's to assure I know what the test was about and I can answer correctly. I have a week to go over all the information in the test and I've planned a lunch time meeting with my teacher to help me
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26-10-2018
05:52 PM
Hello everyone, sorry if I wasn't replying to previous messages but I had my phone stolen. That's just adding to the problems I'm facing right now. I'm trying hard in school and going into year 12 next year is daunting. Making it worse is my dad putting me in a state where it's impossible for me to actually be happy after he looks at my work and says it's never good enough even though I take his advice. I've tried using the school as a way to communicate to my dad about the stress and depression I've had for who knows how long now but it's colminating into the thoughts of what my future may be and how I take things at my own pace and can't imrove quick enough for my dad to see I'm trying. Just today I received a message about me doing a redemption task for some work I have but that tells my dad how "I'm not trying." I don't know what to think anymore.
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26-09-2018
02:50 PM
School and the pressure of parents expecting me to be at a level of high regards in terms of marks has made me a nervous, crying mess. I have been trying all of the methods to keep me calm and focused but I can't. My dad expects me to write an oral and present it to him (for English class) but I honestly cannot stop feeling like he'll be so judgemental of it. His vision of me is so old timey and doesn't get how I'm feeling even though I've tried to tell him about how I feel.
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04-06-2018
09:40 AM
I have seen many counselors, I'm seeing a psychiatrist but nothing is helping. I just go back to the emotional state I've been in for years. I've learned a lot about why I am like this however, all the methods of trying to keep myself stable are not working. I've tried so many things to keep me at a point where I am capable to think without having 1 thought of self hatred, the past or my anxiety. I honestly feel like I have nothing to go after. I honestly think of what it would be like without me here and it looks bloody fantastic. People wouldn't have to deal with my utter bullshit I bring around me like an odor I can't get rid off. I just wanna live a normal life. Inevitably, I just want nobody to see me or love me or even say may name ever again.
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23-05-2018
10:08 PM
Hey @TOM-RO, I usually try calming myself down using either music or some form of meditation. Both my conselor and psychatrist know this and they think its a good idea to try and release some of the pressure build up.
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23-05-2018
09:04 PM
Hey @missep, The best psychiatrist sessions are helping me quite a bit but I still have my major ups and downs. I’m feeling alright today however, my emotions feel like they are coming back
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23-05-2018
07:25 AM
Hey @basketofmonkeys and @Lan-RO On the mention of the school concellor, I have seen them and that’s why I’m seeing the psychiatrist.
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21-05-2018
10:37 PM
Hello there, it’s been a while since I last posted here. As of recently, I have had a move from my mum’s house to my dad’s; which includes transferring schools. This is what is getting to me the most. My moods have not been all to great ariund everyone, I now see a psychiatrist every Friday to help manage and describe my feelings but I still have a lot of progress to go before I will feel happy again. Due to the move of schools, my results will be esentially be only the time I’ve actually been here. That means that I have technically have already failed but redemtion tasks are available. The increased pressure to complete school and be prepared for exams within Year 11 (currently Year 11) and 12. This adds to my emotions, by putting more stress on me than ever. And my dad is constantly pushing me into working on school and ways of nit having distractions is a distraction in his eyes. This puts a lot on me about how I feel about myself and how my dad sees me; if I am not doing work, I feel like I’m a failure to him in my eyes, and further pushing emotions out. Trying to talk to my dad about my emotions is hard, because of that sorta focus on him and what he’s thinking of me. This was the same with my mum and stepdad however its ever increasing hold on me has a grasp so tight, it’s forcing me ti do things I shouldn’t. I don’t know anymore, stress, depression and anxiety are practically controlling my life to the point I have experienced before. And I don’t wanna go there again,
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13-03-2018
06:43 PM
@Lola-RO Yes it does, however this now brings about adapting to a new school and people into light, but I learned a lot from when I did it last year.
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13-03-2018
12:59 AM
@Bree-RO @T4ils My dad has been the one helping vent what I was feeling but I talk to friends about whats going on.
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11-03-2018
06:14 PM
@gina-RO Sorry if I wasnt able to reply as fast as I could however I am i a better mindset for now and am living with my dad permanently.
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08-03-2018
03:00 PM
@Lola-RO I received the email and have since responded to it, I don't really get too much time to check emails whilst I can use the computer
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08-03-2018
10:17 AM
@Lola-RO Not really, ever since moving to the new school its been difficult with teachers.
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08-03-2018
09:09 AM
@gina-RO I am doing not too well, emotions are very high and I can't really build up confidence to ask to borrow a phone and go up to a school counselor.
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07-03-2018
02:25 PM
1 Kudo
@Lola-RO I am safe right now because I'm at school however I won't be able to call based on the fact that as part of 'punishment' for my bad behavior is having my things taken off me (phone, laptop, iPad, etc.)
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07-03-2018
09:08 AM
I've been flung into a situation I cannot get out of. So I have done 'bad' behavior and my mum/step-dad are mad bat-shit outta hell. So all I did was use my iPad in my room late at night and my brother found out and told my mum and step-dad, which lead to a fight that made me lash out at myself and them, went into my room and punched a massive hole into the wall. Which leads me on to the point that my mum and step-dad are now forcing me to stay with my dad (by the way, is now unemployed and lives with my grandmother in her home) once he comes back from a holiday which happens to be this weekend. This has made me so angry and sad at myself and leads me down the rabbit hole of me either dying or running away.
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01-03-2018
11:08 PM
2 Kudos
Hello wanderer of the ReachOut forums, I have created this page for discussion of any music related topics. Feel free to talk about stuff like: Genres of music, instruments you may play, recommendations and so on! I for example, listen to mainly Hip-Hop / Rap music and I do not play any instruments. Some recommendations I give for artists in my favourite genre are; XXXTENTACION Logic Kendrick Lamar Migos BROCKHAMPTON Now, have a wonderful day and discuss away!
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01-03-2018
02:55 PM
@Amirah-RO Mine current favorites are Bones, Logic and XXXTENTACION. I am feeling content today, just an average day within school and having friends knowing what I'm going through.
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01-03-2018
12:03 PM
2 Kudos
@Bee I do not play an instrument and I like to listen to Hip-Hop/Rap. Not really, but I usually just go somewhere alone to feel a little less anxious. So far, it has been going well.
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27-02-2018
09:52 PM
2 Kudos
I have been feeling bad about myself for how I feel within the community around me, but being able to seek people with similar interests has helped me, and help out be a little better with social anxiety.
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27-02-2018
09:49 PM
2 Kudos
@mrmusic @Mayaa99 @lokifish @Bee I will see how I go with that thread you suggested. i have many things I enjoy such as video games and music however going into other groups is especially hard because of my social anxiety. i have recently been trying to focus myself, calm my nerves and using self relaxing methods like in the activities I mentioned above.
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27-02-2018
10:24 AM
I just feel so weird right now, and within my own personal space, I cannot just assimilate with my peers around me. I know this is normal but I just cannot stop feeling this way and it tears me apart about my own self and my reflections. I have made an impact some way or another, I know.But I feel like that is worthless to me and its just a part of a history unknown to many.
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22-02-2018
07:58 PM
I guess I’m feeling okay. @Bee I have has those thoughts run through my head but believe its nit the right option because of the impact is has on people around me
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21-02-2018
01:42 PM
Hey @MemphisBelle, It is hard to live with Autism, I have 2 friends of mine (both are similarly positioned on the Autism spectrum) and deal with many insults, at least once a day. I have to been there, stopping it from becoming a fight. You just have to ignore them and live life like you want. You can be whoever you want even though you may not be perfect. Selective hearing within any situation is one way I always tell my friends
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20-02-2018
11:56 AM
I have been going about my life as normal, trying to stay positive. I have been given a bit of advice on trying to be happy by doing things I love and talking to friends to keep me a bit happier. Both KidsHelpline and the professionals I have seen ave given the same advice to me and have been trying to stick to it. @mrmusic
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