Hey @AmareVitae 
I just wanted to quickly jump in after reading your post. Thank you so much for sharing this with us, it sounds like it has been a confusing time for you recently and I am really glad that you have been able to share this with us.
I can hear that you are feeling confused about what you identify as and how you feel about yourself. I want to reassure you that everyone has their own unique journey and experience with their gender identity and it is okay to not know. Remember that your own journey is unique and there’s no pressure to have a definitive label.
I wanted to let you know that we have some really great articles and resources around gender that I thought you may find helpful to have a look through. I also wanted to let you know that Qlife if a free service that you can reach out and talk to someone for some specific LGBTQ support.
Thank you again for sharing this with us, remember that we are all here to listen and support you.