Hi @Chastisized and welcome to ReachOut!
Thank you for making your first post- it takes a lot of courage to reach out and we can hear that being around some of your family members has been really challenging for you.
We would really like to give you a space to share a bit more with us about you and how you are feeling. I hope it is okay with you, but I have just moved your post across to a new topic so that you have your own space
It sounds like there is a lot going on with your family and that it has had a really big impact on you. Can you tell us a little bit more about your living situation- Are you living with your family at the moment? Do you feel safe at home? I know these questions can be pretty heavy, but we want to make sure you are in a safe environment 
We also have some guidelines here which are a good place to start
There are sometimes when we have to edit some posts to keep them safe for everyone reading them, but we will let you know if there is anything we need to edit. We did change a few words in your last post, but don't worry it's all part of learning about our forums community! 
We hope you find this community is safe and supportive 