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TW Not doing so great

Today's been... kinda terrible.

Tomorrow will probably be the same.

And the next day.

And the day after that.

 

I'm tired of always struggling with one thing or another.

I'm tired of everything honestly.

Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 11-02-2020 07:31 PM

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Maddy-RO
Maddy-ROPosted 12-02-2020 11:10 PM

Aw @Tiny_leaf Heart

 

You're really having a hard time, aren't you? It must suck to have to question what you're doing wrong. It sounds like you're trying so hard, but that not much is working out for you right now. And I really get how that would be frustrating for you. You're probably feeling quite defeated Smiley Sad. Please know that you are deserving of kindness, both online and offline. You're a very important part of the community here, @Tiny_leaf, and you deserve to be treated well in all aspects of life Heart. I remember how good you were coping when I first joined R/O, and I believe you can reach that place again. As hard as it is, hang in there Heart.

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 12-02-2020 11:20 PM

@Maddy-RO nothing's working

And it doesn't really matter if i deserve kindness irl because it's not like that'll happen anyway.

 
 
 
 
 
Eden1717
Eden1717Posted 12-02-2020 10:56 PM

@Tiny_leaf  do you mean like you have trouble making friends? Maybe you haven’t found the people you click with yet... I am sorry I am not much help right now. 

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 12-02-2020 11:19 PM

@Eden1717 no..

But everyone irl seems to be lying to me or purposely hiding things from me or not caring or just making everything harder...

 
 
 
 
 
Eden1717
Eden1717Posted 12-02-2020 11:22 PM

@Tiny_leaf  Who is lying to you? Is this your treatment team again? I am sorry that must be horrible for you. 

 
 
 
 
 
Tiny_leaf
Tiny_leafPosted 12-02-2020 11:31 PM

@Eden1717 treatment team and people in charge of horse riding and my friend hid something from me. 

 
 
 
 
 
Eden1717
Eden1717Posted 12-02-2020 11:38 PM

@Tiny_leaf  That must be hard. I am not sure about the horse riding is it possible that there was a mix up and that they can fix whatever it is? I also don’t know about the friend but I hope you can work things out with them. As for the treatment team maybe you need to set up a new communication system to make sure you are getting the information you need. 

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