Hey @less123321 

Hope you are ok! That sure seems like a lot to handle! 🙁

I can imagine that this situation must be bringing you a lot of stress and confusion...

Firstly, I want to say that you're really caring and I can see you have a lot of love to give. It must be hard to trust someone who's lied to you, but I can also tell that you feel really happy and loved by him, and so you want to give it a good shot. I'm sensing that your mum really cares about you, but at the end of the day is going about things in a way that is only making things harder for you and giving you a lot of pressure 😕

I agree with @Courtney-RO in that maybe you could have a chat with her if you haven't already? Just to explain how you're feeling lately? 

Make sure you look after yourself first and foremost. ❤️