hello @Venetian_Locust and welcome 🙂 I think it's so great you were able to try sharing your thoughts here and I hope the support will be helpful for you.
I was in uni too during most of the pandemic and just finished my degree last semester. I understand how hard it is, not to mention that you are going through a breakup as well. Zoom classes feel so empty and it is hard to focus on uni when things are so stressful, difficult and strange.
I hear that you're feeling purposeless and overwhelmed with your study. I'm wondering if you have tried talking to your uni about any support options for helping you cope with the workload and everything that's going on for you? They may be able to make things a little easier on you, with extensions and things like that, and they will have support options like counsellors you can talk to.
I can imagine how lonely you must feel living by yourself and not being able to see anybody in person, it is really hard for us humans as social beings. Do you ever call or video chat with anyone who can make you feel a bit more connected?
I really appreciate you for posting this because I can relate to it a lot myself and that makes me feel a bit less lonely too!
