Hi @Trent2354 We're so glad to hear that you feel safe sharing with us here, we always love hearing from you. Well done on being brave and speaking to her about what happened and how you felt about it! I can only imagine how stressful that would have been for you, but what a relief to hear how understanding she was. That is so lovely to hear! How do you feel about what happened since bringing it up with her?
Its also great to hear that you speak regularly about how you're going with everything. Communication and reassurance are both very important when it comes to building trust. While my situation is slightly different, my partner struggles with trust and while some days are certainly harder than others, it's amazing just how much a little reassurance can help.
I can definitely understand what you mean about the tablet and preferring to stay logged in. Sometimes we need to be able to prove to ourselves that we can achieve certain goals, however big or small they are. I love what you said about wanting the opportunity to do wrong but instead choosing to do right. It sounds like you have spent a lot of time reflecting on this and it really shows with how far you've come. Removing iFinder is a huge step forward, so I think it is so wonderful to hear that your partner has been so considerate and understanding about it.
I also want to say that you should be really proud of yourself for how you have managed this situation. You have worked so hard to get to where you are now and I really think that is worth acknowledging 💜
