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Making and maintaining friendships has always been difficult for me. Despite being an only child, I made friends pretty easily in kindergarten and in early primary school. But, as time went on, on friend at a time moved schools, which seriously damaged by confidence and ability to make new ones. I eventually lost touch with them. I was, and still am not attractive to society's standards. I have shoulder length, brown, curly hair, not blonde, straight hair. I've got pale skin, not tanned skin. I've got freckles, and I've put on weight. I do not like the way I look, because there is no one (like no celebrity) who I can look up to because all of the naturally curly haired ones have had their hair chemically/permanently straightened (Nicole Kidman and Chrissy Swan - I'm looking at you both!) The reason as to why I have mentioned my physical appearance is because girls (and guys) are looking to befriend/date/marry/have sex with attractive women. And I know for a fact that I am not attractive. I recall comparing myself to other girls when I was in school and just thing about how ugly I was, all because the girls who picked on me wanted me to straighten my hair to conform and be like everyone else. This resulted me in being bullied severely in school, from Year 8 all the way through to Year 12, which was the year that I quit going to school. Even now, no modelling agency in my city wants to sign me, because I again, I am unattractive to their standards.