Hello @Dem--RO , sorry for the late reply.
yeah, there’s a lot that could go wrong with telling my parents about that. I just don’t want to waste their money and change their notion of me. See I don’t have a job and I’m almost 18, studying university next year and I feel like a parasite to them. So I don’t want to add more onto that, you know?
And knowing that I want to do Psychology in the future (as a job of some sorts) I don’t want them to think what I already think, that I can’t help others when I have my own issues. That I can’t possibly be a counsellor if I don’t have any communication skills.
so I don’t know what to do know. I feel like I’m living a double life and it all could be fixed (potentially) if I just talked to them.
I feel that I will try some brainstorming of speeches or letters to help flesh out what I wanna say. It would be easier that way.
thanks for replying and listening to me ramble some more.
