Hey @Lilac_Grouse and welcome to our online community!
I'm so sorry to hear that you're experiencing this right now. I can only imagine how hard this must all be to manage on your own and want to say just how glad we are that you reached out to us tonight. Not feeling like home life is an option anymore sounds incredibly scary and overwhelming. I can only imagine how hard things must feel right now, especially having to go through it all without the support of your family.
If you are up for a bit of reading, we have a great article here which talks about finding accomodation and also provides links to different supports all around Australia. It might also be worth reaching out to a service like Link2home which can provide crisis accomodation.
In saying that, it sounds like a lot to be going through right now so I am just wondering what supports you have around you right now. Is there anyone that you feel comfortable talking to about this? If you would like to talk to someone, Kidshelpline is always available to talk to.
I'm also going to send you an email shortly so keep an eye out for that
I just want to remind you that you're not alone in this and we're all here to support you 💜
