I can completely understand your hesitation @-pringles-. Losing your virginity is a huge decision in itself so having to decide who to share that with, on top of everything else, can be incredibly stressful!
I know I have already given you lots to read, but I did come across a couple of other articles and wonder if maybe they might answer some of your questions and concerns. If you wanted to have a read, you can find them here and here. Do you think they might help at all?
You also mentioned that you consider yourself to have obtained an undiagnosed disability, I was wondering if you would feel comfortable sharing more about this?
We're all here for you 💜
