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Hi @kodabean16, sounds like you are going through a really rough time at the moment. Thank you for reaching out and sharing your story, it's obviously a really awful thing you are going through and sounds like you are doing whatever you can to cope, even if that means doing something that is unhealthy for you. We want to reassure you that you don't have to go through this alone, and posting online here is a great step to take towards getting some support. Do you have anyone in your life you feel safe to talk to about what you're going through? If you need to chat to someone now, you can find a list of contacts here.

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