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Hello,

I'm currently in year 12 and as I approach the end of my schooling I have come to the realization that I have no friends at school. Everyone has a friend group and someone they can rely on to hang out with them at school. I have one 'friend' but he has his own friend group and I hate to depend on him all the time. It's a terrible feeling as I have no one to ever share anything with or have group dress ups with when school activities come up. It's almost like the word 'friend group' is a trigger for me and it leads me to feeling anxious and depressed. I feel anxious every time I go to school because I hate to be lonely and for people to see me as lonely and my anxiety prevents me from seeking out a new group. It's not like anyone hates me or anything; I talk to everyone but I just want that close bonded friendship. I just want this year to end so I can start fresh in Uni and make new friends but I honestly feel like this year is going so slow and I won't come out of it sane.