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Hey all. I am new to all this but I thought it might be best to try to reach out. I broke up with my boyfriend (the first proper relationship) a couple of days ago. We had been together for about a year and a few months. It was a mutual decision, however, we both didn't want to at the same time. It felt like the relationship had started to run its course as well as something was missing. The thing is, I feel torn. Like it was the right but wrong decision. I know that my gut feeling is that we did the right thing, but it still hurts like crazy and I miss him a lot. I know as time goes by it will get easier and keeping myself occupied with work and uni is the way to go but it doesn't feel like it. Is it normal to be feeling this? How do you cope with this prospect?