Hi @nukiii , thank you for sharing what has been going on for you at home, it must be really difficult to experience this fighting between your parents. You acknowledged that you may be more "privileged" than others but this does not take away from the fact that you are still able to feel anxious, stressed and hurt about what is going on around you.
You seem to be very in-tune and aware of what is happening, I'm interested to hear if you might try and have a conversation with one or both of them about how their fighting is making you feel? It is very strong of you to recognise that they need "love/care", but you also need this!
I hope things begin to get better for you at home 🙂