Hi @Blueberries ,
From your posts, I can see that it can feel frustrating when you don't feel heard or validated. I read that you value people giving you a listening ear as well as when they comfort you physically. It sounds like these are certainly important things to convey to people who want to be able to support you.
It is understandable that 'uplifting words' can get annoying, particularly if what they are absolutely goes against how you are feeling. I can see that you have spent time to reflect on these things, as well as weighing the pros and cons of working/studying etc.
I'm sorry that people seem to talk to others and 'skip' past you. It must make you feel so uncomfortable. Maybe in the future, others will be able to accept you for your strengths and the things you are good at. In the meantime, it's good that you are prioritising your mental health.
All the best.
