First of all, I wanted to say that it's really admirable that you've been open here about your experiences of bullying. It sounds like it's been an ongoing issue for you, and we appreciate you reaching out to us and expressing yourself.
I'm sorry to hear that you don't have anyone you trust or friends who you can talk about this with. It must be so difficult to feel like you have to go through this alone. I wanted to ask if you would feel comfortable talking to a school counsellor or year coordinator about this, if your teacher hasn't been helping? They may be able to give you more support. I also wanted to suggest Kids Helpline or Beyond Blue if you don't feel comfortable talking about this issue with anyone in your life. Do you think this could work for you?
It's awesome to hear about the things that you like doing. Music and songwriting must be a great outlet for your creativity. Do you find that it helps to distract you from what's going on at school?